Sunday Mar 14, 2010

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in 20 days I will be 31 years old.

This is really not how I had envisioned my life at all. Not even close.

This is going to be a complainy whiny blog. I'm not going to apologize for it either. There are billions of other people in the world that have it worse than I do, and I don't care. I am sick and tired of being made to feel like I do not have the right to be miserable sometimes. I am miserable. I am unhappy. Anyone who has a problem with that is cordially invited to not read the rest of this blog.

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So here I am. I am about to be 31 years old. I am single. I am Bald. I am fat. I am unattractive. I am not working a job that I love or find fulfilling. I do not have a family of my own. I am not close to having one.

I am not a complicated man. I do not want a lot out of my life. I want to find someone who loves me as much as I love them. I want to have a family. That's about it. I have no real aspirations aside from that. I'd like to work in a field I like doing something I love, but that would just be gravy.

I'm tired. Too tired even to complain anymore. I just want to give up. Why bother trying anymore? I know how it will ultimately turn out in the end. I'm just going to save myself the trouble and not.


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marvel:
I'm really not sure... J had one that sounded neat - part two of the Orphic Trilogy. Um, I really don't know. Sherlock Holmes came out yesterday, that could be an idea.
tiger_fodder:
Happy Birthday!

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