This one is real, not dyed. Wild, huh? Maybe you should include that in your wants of a perfect mate: natural pink hair. 'Pparently it is rare but happens to men and women alike, although the boys really suffer with it. Never knew. Something to do with genes activating to create red hair and the process getting cut short.
I'm so tired. Honestly, if the Universe just wants everything it can fucking take it because I'm done.
If you wanted my sense of self worth you've already got it. If you wanted my hope, you've taken that too. If you wanted my dreams then mission accomplished. If I'm supposed to be empty then there's nothing more to be done.
ive always been anti drug...of all types. I think they make people robots.
and i want to be the only robot human hybrid
When ever i am down, i try to think of 3 good things in my life. they can be simple things like "i have a pillow"
and then i realize that things could be worse for somebody else.
I have recently heard of a study that agrees with you. it concluded that antidepressents mostly just acted as a placebo. Either way, I hope things get okay for you soon.
Geoffrey is throwing himself a pity party and no one is invited. I need to unload somewhere, and this is it. So, my advice to you is to hit the back button on your browser now, there's nothing to see here except a grown man feeling sorry for himself.
Speaking as someone who has done the "throwing away" to others, it's not because there's anything wrong with you. Sometimes people just have to move on because situations and relationships change... and sometimes it looks easy for them because it just feels like the right thing to do (for them).
And as someone who has also been thrown away... I know, it sucks! It happened to me recently, a guy told me all this really moving stuff about how important I was to him, then tossed me. But you just have to FORCE yourself to get over it and find your pride again.
I'm sorry that you are feeling this way and I hope you come through it soon.
