OBSERVATIONS WITH PADRE SUICIDE
Birthday is coming up in about just over a month from now. I'll be turning 32 & really once I turned 30 I didn't really care. I guess the next one is 40 haha. But in the meantime, couple questions are looming.
NOT TOO WORRIED
Will I still be working at my job? I really have confidence that I will. I'm not too worried about that, at all really.
SOMEWHAT ANXIOUS...
Will I like going back to Chandler to live with my most recent roommate? It was actually pretty decent times. Granted they're older as well. They still do the bars and watch college & pro sports on the weekends. They still go golf and party pool side. I just know I was living with them just as I started my stay here on SG. And well some thought it was cute that I liked alt chicks others thought it was odd... I'm immersed in SG now. They'll just have to adjust haha
THE ANSWER IS FAR SCARIER THAN THE QUESTION
Will I get laid by my 32? I haven't had sex in a couple years now. I don't like saying that. I really really really don't like saying that. I wonder, will I get let laid by my birthday or even on my birthday. Is that too much to ask? Actually yes, it certainly seems like asking too much. Not of some random girl, but asking too much from... I don't know, fate...
THE ONE THING NONE OF US CAN CONTROL...
Will she finally come around. I once again am crushing on a girl. And like the definition of a crush. It seems one sided. I know I can't stop thinking of her. I always wonder how she's doing, and I know she's in the worst spot of her life. She's had a health scare, she's had to start all over careerwise and she just moved home. So many distractions for her, so many reasons to not even consider me. And I just wish I could take all that away from her. Silly how I get about women, it's been this way all my life.
BTW
Did I mention I want to have my birthday party at Peter Piper Pizza?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND
I'm on instagram now, Frankus80
Birthday is coming up in about just over a month from now. I'll be turning 32 & really once I turned 30 I didn't really care. I guess the next one is 40 haha. But in the meantime, couple questions are looming.
NOT TOO WORRIED
Will I still be working at my job? I really have confidence that I will. I'm not too worried about that, at all really.
SOMEWHAT ANXIOUS...
Will I like going back to Chandler to live with my most recent roommate? It was actually pretty decent times. Granted they're older as well. They still do the bars and watch college & pro sports on the weekends. They still go golf and party pool side. I just know I was living with them just as I started my stay here on SG. And well some thought it was cute that I liked alt chicks others thought it was odd... I'm immersed in SG now. They'll just have to adjust haha
THE ANSWER IS FAR SCARIER THAN THE QUESTION
Will I get laid by my 32? I haven't had sex in a couple years now. I don't like saying that. I really really really don't like saying that. I wonder, will I get let laid by my birthday or even on my birthday. Is that too much to ask? Actually yes, it certainly seems like asking too much. Not of some random girl, but asking too much from... I don't know, fate...
THE ONE THING NONE OF US CAN CONTROL...
Will she finally come around. I once again am crushing on a girl. And like the definition of a crush. It seems one sided. I know I can't stop thinking of her. I always wonder how she's doing, and I know she's in the worst spot of her life. She's had a health scare, she's had to start all over careerwise and she just moved home. So many distractions for her, so many reasons to not even consider me. And I just wish I could take all that away from her. Silly how I get about women, it's been this way all my life.
BTW
Did I mention I want to have my birthday party at Peter Piper Pizza?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND
I'm on instagram now, Frankus80
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July 21st I'm doing a lunch with some other pregnant moms in Glendale. Since I'll be sort of in the area, we could do something then if you'd like