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Ummm well this update is I met a boy and we been hanging out. His name is David and yah he's adorable... I really don't know how it's going to turn out, but he's a really neat guy to be around with so far. On Monday we went to the library and the Old Spaghetti Factory for dinner. It was really quaint and fun time being in his company. I really want to keep myself at a distance, but been so anxious to see him way to often. I got to chill out and take a break from him or I'll scare him away.

Either way we're not getting serious and just taking it easy hanging out. It's no biggy, I guess sometimes I'm such a girl to I rush into it, even though I shouldn't sometimes and complicate things. After things ended with Mark I took a 6 months hiatus from dating to just enjoy being single and get over the baggage of an intense relationship as our. Overall, I shouldn't rush into doing or being with anybody right now and meh...

If anything I've have my friends such as Derek, Cous Cous, and Jay to fill my void and getting to know all my new fun friend in Phoenix more. My single life has just begun and taken bloom, I should just savor it and make it my own. Dating again is an interesting game to get back into in my shoes, but it's worth a shot. I got to start somewhere you know? (Quirky single guys w/ glasses please inquirer: must love AMELIE, ANIME, ART, INVADER ZIM, FILM, MUSIC,ASIAN FOOD, & making me LAUGH *plus give good hugs)

I'm a cute lovable asian girl who is quirky, out going, love wearing boots, geeking out, into tons of music, film, baking yummy cookies, and dorking out. I think there is hope, if not I'm going to England going to bag myself a brit and be happy. (ok enough of my match.com b/s)

Hmmm tonight was an amazing night when my friend Phil called me last minute to hang out with him and his really rad girlfriend KC. Other then those cute couple, my other friend Karl (who is a big guy w/ a huge heart; beware he's like the group's bodyguard) hung out to at the Willow House.

The Willow House is this amazing artsy coffee house in Central Phoenix. It was a really nice time to hang out with them sober then seeing everyone getting hammered at Trans or any other industrial events in town and chat about random things. I really miss good conversations lately and they in every way tonight filled that void, then having to be back home w/ the supa friends.

On the way there, Captain Cous Cous called leaving me a voice mail and phone calls of Mike Barnet's live performance at Plush for the last time tonight around 9:30ish. I was really touch that Cous Cous did that, I've been a fan of Mike for so long and since high school I've been to majority of his gigs over the years. It was nice to hear from my friends back home sharing the love for Mike and just listen to his music on the drive to Phoenix. I'm so happy to be surrounded and hear from old and new friends.

During that moment tons of memories and feelings came rushing in, reminding me of my life as a whole with in the time span in which I found Mike's music and now. I always see Mike as 5 year old bookmark of myself when I listen his music or see him live in person. When I worked at Plush where he has performed quite sometime, we had many conversations of life, politics, faith, music and humanity.

Our conversations always seem to challenged my way of thinking and feelings on whatever I had to deal with at the time. It's just a nice reminder of myself and in comparison to my life here in Arizona , it's quite surreal. Surreal in the sense in which I'm happy to be here now, live here, and found amazing/interesting/down to earth people to share my new experiences and friendship.

I'm not afraid to get out of skin now and just enjoy the ultimate adventure of a new city which is Arizona. My 5 year goal of moving to Seattle is still in my heart (thanx Julia), but there's a time and place for everything. I guess I still to have absorb enough sunlight here before I enter gloomy weather.