I crawled into night's cool inky black wondrous abyss
threw my head into sky and met the heavens with a kiss,
Fingers..once tense..
relax, sculpting a welcome wave
from decrepit fist
as I merged with all and nothing
enveloped by momentary bliss
I exist in this time and space
pain hemorrhaging
as a reference to avoid my less then perfect human tendencies
full truth instead of packaging lies in pretty pleasantries,
moving forward through tomorrow's pain with the momentum of our memories