oz_the_vamp

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That was great. Thank you! I feel like I'm the Penguins/Crosby ambassador of SG.

I especially liked this bit:

I have to admit, the kid gives me a boner.

i sleep like a rock most of the time......sorry

Maybe you could try some of your special sauce?

All jokes aside, i completely understand what your going through. I'm trying to deal with the sudden end of a four year relationship. At night all my mind wants to do is search for hidden meanings in every word he said, to find the emaning as to why this has happened. I toss and turn critisising everything I had done and trying to pin prick where it went wrong. On other nights my mind lay in a mass of webs of thoughts struggling to get my attention. Like; Do i have enough rent money this week, How much will I get paid tomorrow, Did i put the dishwasher on, Is the cat inside, If i move that leg chair out slightly it will look paralel, Wonder what my dad is up to this weekend, What should i write next in my script, When will i finish that fucking thing...

ok.. I think you understand... Sleeping tablets... Thats all i can do these days. Or get really mind numbingly drunk (literally) but that isn't always good. I'm not sure if you know or not, but the mind and the power of speech actually controls your bodily functions. So maybe try telling yourself your really tired and force yourself to yawn. If your talking on MSN or on teh phone tell the person your on the phone to how tired you are. Might help. I just drink myself stupid most nights and i have a full time job.

Hope some of this helps... at least you know your not alone.

... and a hint of special sauce

Welcome to SG Ohio

oh you shush, gas prices out here are still almost $3.00, and over that still in some area's!!

Well, it still makes me nervous, just try to be as careful as you can, just in case.