whats a girl have to do to get a break?
I'm so sick of this bullshit.
I am so fucking sick of being lonely. Of spending my weekends sitting in my fucking room getting pissed off at my kid because he;s tearing the place apart.
I didn't ask for this. I didn't ask to get pregnant. I didn't ask to get a fucking asshole for a ex. I didn't ask to get blown off completely by someone I thought was a friend (yes you know who you are). If there's something that wrong witgh me that you fucks turn tail and run. you could at least be MATURE and tell me what's wrong with me. fucking grow up allready.
I keep my fucking mouth shut and cope. then as soon as I blow up. the few people I had around I could talk to dissapear. Off to their own lives. I'm apparently not worth their time. which brings me to a realization. You are all a bunch of shallow fucks. Never a phone call, never a email "How ya doing?" Well thats not what friendship is. I've kept you in my heart and my mind so long. What do I get when I come around? blown off. FUCK YOU
Yes I whine, Yes I complain and rant and rave. You would to if you got the shitty end of the stick all your life like I have.
I try to be a good person. I try to be nice, and considerate and understanding. I help others when I can. Karma must be bullshit. I don;t ask for much. And I get nothing in return for all I give. FUCK you all of you.
All these fuckign little groups and clicks. If your in your in, but be out and try to get in? oh no! big mistake.
What the fuck is wrong with me? Must be something. I'm sorry, I'm not going to fuck you just because you're a guy, or just because you like me. grow up allready!
you understand now where i'm coming from? I don;t try to be mean or spiteful. I'm not a jealous type. I'm just a lonely girl whos stuck in a rut and sick of being shunted.
:end rant:
I feel better now. Time to go make cookies.
I'm so sick of this bullshit.
I am so fucking sick of being lonely. Of spending my weekends sitting in my fucking room getting pissed off at my kid because he;s tearing the place apart.
I didn't ask for this. I didn't ask to get pregnant. I didn't ask to get a fucking asshole for a ex. I didn't ask to get blown off completely by someone I thought was a friend (yes you know who you are). If there's something that wrong witgh me that you fucks turn tail and run. you could at least be MATURE and tell me what's wrong with me. fucking grow up allready.
I keep my fucking mouth shut and cope. then as soon as I blow up. the few people I had around I could talk to dissapear. Off to their own lives. I'm apparently not worth their time. which brings me to a realization. You are all a bunch of shallow fucks. Never a phone call, never a email "How ya doing?" Well thats not what friendship is. I've kept you in my heart and my mind so long. What do I get when I come around? blown off. FUCK YOU
Yes I whine, Yes I complain and rant and rave. You would to if you got the shitty end of the stick all your life like I have.
I try to be a good person. I try to be nice, and considerate and understanding. I help others when I can. Karma must be bullshit. I don;t ask for much. And I get nothing in return for all I give. FUCK you all of you.
All these fuckign little groups and clicks. If your in your in, but be out and try to get in? oh no! big mistake.
What the fuck is wrong with me? Must be something. I'm sorry, I'm not going to fuck you just because you're a guy, or just because you like me. grow up allready!
you understand now where i'm coming from? I don;t try to be mean or spiteful. I'm not a jealous type. I'm just a lonely girl whos stuck in a rut and sick of being shunted.
:end rant:
I feel better now. Time to go make cookies.