I'm back!!
What a crazy couple of weeks.. and month!
I was diagnosed bi-polar, and started new meds. I feel great! not too depressed, and not out of control. Still not sleeping well.. they gave me a script for lunesta... but I couldn;t afford to fill it at 90$ a bottle. So they gave me trazadone... which is horrible! I don;t like it at all.. but it's all I have.
And been working crazy hours with nothing to do but audit billing. We only ust had the heat turned on in the building on friday.. I've been freezing in there!
At least I go out more.. Been hitting up East End fairly regularly. And even going to house parties. I miss that.. I miss being social and actually having fun.
I think the worst part of being depressed si when you come out of it. Suddenly you realize how much you missed doing all the things you enjoy. You realize how depressed you were, and it hurts so much knowing you were that messed up.
What a crazy couple of weeks.. and month!
I was diagnosed bi-polar, and started new meds. I feel great! not too depressed, and not out of control. Still not sleeping well.. they gave me a script for lunesta... but I couldn;t afford to fill it at 90$ a bottle. So they gave me trazadone... which is horrible! I don;t like it at all.. but it's all I have.
And been working crazy hours with nothing to do but audit billing. We only ust had the heat turned on in the building on friday.. I've been freezing in there!
At least I go out more.. Been hitting up East End fairly regularly. And even going to house parties. I miss that.. I miss being social and actually having fun.
I think the worst part of being depressed si when you come out of it. Suddenly you realize how much you missed doing all the things you enjoy. You realize how depressed you were, and it hurts so much knowing you were that messed up.
Just read your introduction post, was stopping by to say hello... and noticed your sleeping problems.
Tylenol PM worked pretty well for me... and after talking to my dr. about it, didn't feel bad using it to fall asleep.
Aren't prescription medicines fun, and expensive?