I went to a social thingie tonight... 5 people who knew each other, and me. I could deal with that, then I recomended a nearby chinese place that was good... the couple I didn;t know ordered, but it had pork in it and they couldn;t eat it.. so things got really awckward for me... maybe I was just imagining things but they seemed kinda cold towards me after that.. like it was my fault their food had pig in it.. So I left. Wasn;t any fun anyway.. I shoulda gone out to the bar instead.
The past week has sucked.. Lonelyness is really getting to me. Everytime I meet a guy I think is pretty cool.. he does the whole "not interested" thing... I'm so sick of it. Is it because I come off as a slut, then they find out I'm not gonna fuck them the first time I meet them? They go from talking to me and being really cool to elusive.. or just saying they had to work when they apparently planned on going to a concert. Christ! I don;t care if some guy I barely knows would rather go see a show then possibly end up hanging out with me if I don;t have plans.. I'm not obbsessive or stalker type. Fucking men and their bullshit.
The past week has sucked.. Lonelyness is really getting to me. Everytime I meet a guy I think is pretty cool.. he does the whole "not interested" thing... I'm so sick of it. Is it because I come off as a slut, then they find out I'm not gonna fuck them the first time I meet them? They go from talking to me and being really cool to elusive.. or just saying they had to work when they apparently planned on going to a concert. Christ! I don;t care if some guy I barely knows would rather go see a show then possibly end up hanging out with me if I don;t have plans.. I'm not obbsessive or stalker type. Fucking men and their bullshit.