so maybe i could live in Gunnison, Colorado....
maybe...sigh...
maybe...sigh...
so im back.
damnit.
new mexico was fun, and COLD...i know right, desert, but cold.
damnit.
i miss Amado, but im working on some stuff that will get ME where i need to be, without discounting the man in my world.
damnit.
sometimes im like, 'man, i cant wait til' im a teacher, and then i look at my required academia, and im like, 'man,...
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damnit.
new mexico was fun, and COLD...i know right, desert, but cold.
damnit.
i miss Amado, but im working on some stuff that will get ME where i need to be, without discounting the man in my world.
damnit.
sometimes im like, 'man, i cant wait til' im a teacher, and then i look at my required academia, and im like, 'man,...
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bleakronin:
You're going to be a teacher huh? What are you gonna teach? I was going for that for a while but then I had a couple teacher freinds that have been having difficulty finding permanent teaching assignments since the economy went down the shitter. Thus I've changed my major to historian instead, it's kind of like majoring in philosophy except I'm more boring at parties 
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Scratch it then...or have someone do it for you
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Scratch it then...or have someone do it for you
man, they keep changing this place on me...BITCHES!
...but seriously folks...
ha.
my ear itches.
im hungry
my lips are chapped
and i gotta check the weather for next week.
goodbye.
...but seriously folks...
ha.
my ear itches.
im hungry
my lips are chapped
and i gotta check the weather for next week.
goodbye.
bleakronin:
No shit right, why do they keep changing it?
You need to take better care of yourself...chapped lips are no good for kissing with.
You need to take better care of yourself...chapped lips are no good for kissing with.
fishlips:
very boss of you to take me as friend
really don't know who i am besides what's on my profile i'm finishing up college this year going away, as is from the US, for awhile after that not sure what else?
really don't know who i am besides what's on my profile i'm finishing up college this year going away, as is from the US, for awhile after that not sure what else?
i might be one of 'those girls' the kind who overreact...you know??
...i feel funny
...i feel funny
COLORADO IN 17 DAYS!!!
...also, im watching a boy in the computer lab im in, looking at SG and loooking around anxiously wondering if anyone can see him...
i wish this was like pretty in pink wherei could just make his screen make pictures
...also, im watching a boy in the computer lab im in, looking at SG and loooking around anxiously wondering if anyone can see him...
i wish this was like pretty in pink wherei could just make his screen make pictures
i was soooooooo high last nite....
i should go back to bed.
i hate this, my boyd automatically waks me at 9 or 10 EVERY morning...even, when i go to bed at 4....
i feel like a shitty person.
i should go back to bed.
i hate this, my boyd automatically waks me at 9 or 10 EVERY morning...even, when i go to bed at 4....
i feel like a shitty person.
bleakronin:
Sleep is good...go back to bed. 
i dont know why, i always get pregnancy scares...
like for no reason, if im a few hours late, i think im having the next Christ child...
i need to bust a chill.
im actually GOING to school...well, technically, its only the second day, but im already doing better than last semester where i didn't attend the first 3 weeks of ANY classes, let alone...
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like for no reason, if im a few hours late, i think im having the next Christ child...
i need to bust a chill.
im actually GOING to school...well, technically, its only the second day, but im already doing better than last semester where i didn't attend the first 3 weeks of ANY classes, let alone...
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bleakronin:
I hate therapy...it sucks and it wastes money. And I don't enjoy talking about myself. Perhaps you can tell me what the point is?
i dyed my hair back to natural...
damnit...
AND i had the gyno apt today...
i resisted the urge to moan as she inserted that duck-face metal thing into my vagina...maybe next time...
look at my new hair. its in my pics.
damnit...
AND i had the gyno apt today...
i resisted the urge to moan as she inserted that duck-face metal thing into my vagina...maybe next time...
look at my new hair. its in my pics.
bleakronin:
Black hair is hot...
The whole gyno thing...yeah that would've been funny.
The whole gyno thing...yeah that would've been funny.
im cold.
i can hear a man talking in the room next to mine.
but i think i like it when the lines blur this way...
i can hear a man talking in the room next to mine.
but i think i like it when the lines blur this way...
i get to see my other half in 32 days.
and i couldn't be happier.
and i couldn't be happier.
Why Colorado?