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so the rotation of medication cocktails continues...the effexor was a miserable experiement and with so many variables thrown in at once it took a month to isolate what was making me so sick and dizzy and discoordinated as well as the extreme agitation and anxiety.

so now it is on to another mix where they throw several variables at me at once and will take at least a month to isolate and determine what is affecting me and how - the new mix consists of Zoloft, Trazodone and Clonopin - couple that with Effexor withdrawal as they determined the effects of it were so sever they had to stop me cold turkey with it.

Nothing like playing russian roullete with your brain chemistry - especially when more than one chamber is loaded...

ughhh just feel so foggy,hazy and dizzy this morning and of course can't isolate one cause or another, but at least i did sleep - and like a rock...

i'm tired of this rotating meds game, but when i stop them things get worse so what's a boy to do?

but i am pretty worried about being on 2 anti-depressants without a mood stabilizer - highly not reccomended for one with a bi-polar diagnosis (amongst other things)....

anyway - sorry for those at the Chez, but i need to take the weekend off and get through some of this stuff, but shoudl be back next weekend.