ok guess it is long overdue for me to update this little page....but then has anything really happened? i dunno - nothing to terribley interesting I am afraid....my downstairs neighbors are being a major pain in the ass - it seems that if i walk around my apartment(without shoes mind you) or talk in it the noise is excessive and keeps them awake - well i guess not both of them - the guy seems alright and tries to keep things civil, but his wife is just a bitch. I have tried everything i can think of other than adjusting to her schedule which i refuse to do. The landlord installed some additional insulation this weekend, but i am not sure how much good it will do. Consequently, the kittie are now gone away as well they were not supposed to be here and with all the mess at the moment acheron and i thought it best if maybe they went to stay with her mom for a bit.
Speaking of which acheron is gone for the week too - pretty quiet, but i am getting some stuff done. Finally selling some stuff that i have meant to sell for a while. On top of that i actually did some paid work last week - been a while for that. Maybe it is time to try and start moving a little closer back to the rest of the world - not so sure really - staying isolated and safe in my little hole is nice - trying to find a way to make things balance though i guess. But now at least i can do a few things to my car to keep it from totaly falling apart and well - makes me realize that i wouldn't have to work that much to bring my income from self employment to more than my SSDI checks. BUt i don't want to get caught up in things so much again where i lose sight of other things in crap corporate work.
ummm meds - they are there still at my reduced depakote level and i do feel like i can think again - a relief, like a thunderhead that finally blows away while you are hanging on a cliff waiting for the lightening strike...but should then if it is too much of a cut i chance having the anti-depressants send me manic - blah blah blah - ughhhh hopefully next month when medicare kicks in i will find a reasonable psychiatrist to adjust things or switch meds ro whatever...
ok - bye
p.s. - typing in this little tiny box feels oh so claustraphobic
Speaking of which acheron is gone for the week too - pretty quiet, but i am getting some stuff done. Finally selling some stuff that i have meant to sell for a while. On top of that i actually did some paid work last week - been a while for that. Maybe it is time to try and start moving a little closer back to the rest of the world - not so sure really - staying isolated and safe in my little hole is nice - trying to find a way to make things balance though i guess. But now at least i can do a few things to my car to keep it from totaly falling apart and well - makes me realize that i wouldn't have to work that much to bring my income from self employment to more than my SSDI checks. BUt i don't want to get caught up in things so much again where i lose sight of other things in crap corporate work.
ummm meds - they are there still at my reduced depakote level and i do feel like i can think again - a relief, like a thunderhead that finally blows away while you are hanging on a cliff waiting for the lightening strike...but should then if it is too much of a cut i chance having the anti-depressants send me manic - blah blah blah - ughhhh hopefully next month when medicare kicks in i will find a reasonable psychiatrist to adjust things or switch meds ro whatever...
ok - bye
p.s. - typing in this little tiny box feels oh so claustraphobic