hmm. i've been slacking on updates, so here goes.
on sunday pretty much all i did was go to church. well actually thats not true. i led an aa meeting at a local crisis center. it was the first time i'd been there and boy was there some pain to be seen. pretty much everyone there was just coming off a recent suicide attempt, which was really good for me to see because it reminded me of where i was just over seven months ago. i must have a tattoo on my head that says "chicks with issues apply here" because one of the girls there with bandages up both her arms was flirting with me. all and all it was a good time though and i'm glad that i'll be in charge of doing that every sunday.
monday i had my community meeting for the treatment center. its basically where everybody in the stage of treatment that i'm in meet up and check in. after seven months you can process getting "mixing privileges", which means you can "mix" with the opposite sex. i processed and got them, which of course is hilarious because i'd already dated someone. not exactly rigorous honesty, but atleast now i can hang out with girls and not have a guilty conscience about it. after that meeting i went to my homegroup meeting where i found out that another girl was interested in me, which makes me a little nervous considering the situation i just got out of. i think i'll take my time with this one and not rush into it headlong. of course i said that last time too....
today i didn't really do much of anything. looked for jobs online, wrote a part of a song on guitar, and watched the history channel. i just had coffee with one of my friends and now i'm at his house watching more tv. boy am i a bum.
i can't wait for the end of february. there are a few concerts coming to town that i want to see. most notably as i lay dying, as a part of the taste of chaos tour, and zao, who are touring with devil driver and in flames. should be a good time, i really hope i can go.
enough for now, back to the history channel.
omd.
on sunday pretty much all i did was go to church. well actually thats not true. i led an aa meeting at a local crisis center. it was the first time i'd been there and boy was there some pain to be seen. pretty much everyone there was just coming off a recent suicide attempt, which was really good for me to see because it reminded me of where i was just over seven months ago. i must have a tattoo on my head that says "chicks with issues apply here" because one of the girls there with bandages up both her arms was flirting with me. all and all it was a good time though and i'm glad that i'll be in charge of doing that every sunday.
monday i had my community meeting for the treatment center. its basically where everybody in the stage of treatment that i'm in meet up and check in. after seven months you can process getting "mixing privileges", which means you can "mix" with the opposite sex. i processed and got them, which of course is hilarious because i'd already dated someone. not exactly rigorous honesty, but atleast now i can hang out with girls and not have a guilty conscience about it. after that meeting i went to my homegroup meeting where i found out that another girl was interested in me, which makes me a little nervous considering the situation i just got out of. i think i'll take my time with this one and not rush into it headlong. of course i said that last time too....
today i didn't really do much of anything. looked for jobs online, wrote a part of a song on guitar, and watched the history channel. i just had coffee with one of my friends and now i'm at his house watching more tv. boy am i a bum.
i can't wait for the end of february. there are a few concerts coming to town that i want to see. most notably as i lay dying, as a part of the taste of chaos tour, and zao, who are touring with devil driver and in flames. should be a good time, i really hope i can go.
enough for now, back to the history channel.
omd.