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Bleh.

Rainy day.

Slept for eleven hours last night.

I'm starting to figure out why they say to not get involved in relationships early on in sobriety. It's really just a major pain in the ass more than anything. The rules of my treatment center prevent me from seeing her. Not like I haven't broken that rule before, but I'm trying to do the right thing now and wait until I am allowed to. But it all adds undue stress that I just don't need right now. I have a hard time remembering that I'm not living my life by my own propulsion now.