pretty much got out of work all day today. went to work, feel asleep in someone else's truck. around 7am got woken up by my cell phone vibrating my nipple. it was one of my coworkers asking if i wanted to go to vegas to drop some dude off at the airport, so i did. i stopped and kicked it with a buddy for a few hours in vegas, got something to eat, then screamed back at 10 million miles per hour, trying to jump every hill in the road, singing along to slow jams.
im starting to feel like im going to live my whole life married to work. before i thought that would be the worst thing in the world. but now im not so sure whether its bad or not. i wouldnt have to worry about anything else i wouldnt have to care about anything else, just pure nothingness. just a mindless robot doing what is tasked to do. maybe i would be better off. i dont think i have it in me to be a 'happy person'.
im starting to feel like im going to live my whole life married to work. before i thought that would be the worst thing in the world. but now im not so sure whether its bad or not. i wouldnt have to worry about anything else i wouldnt have to care about anything else, just pure nothingness. just a mindless robot doing what is tasked to do. maybe i would be better off. i dont think i have it in me to be a 'happy person'.
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you have pretty eyes.