wow. have you ever had anyone you couldn't get rid of? someone that will always be there. even as a memory you couldn't get rid of him? I thought i had gotten rid of him. I was happy for a while. Now he's back again. He knows what I've been doing. He says hes worried. He's calling later to check up on me. Jay: i...
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got a new phone baby. boredom. getting a new comp soon. yay...
well, lets see. I knew my cloud 9 couldn't last. I found out today he has a girlfriend...that he's living with none-the-less. I feel aweful now. I think I need to get a tattoo on my forhead saying "DON'T CHEAT ON YOUR GIRLFRIEND WITH ME!". I didn't expect anything from him. I didn't expect some collasol relationship. I mean fuck, he lives in LA. I...
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sicpowered:
damnit.... these guys all need to die, jeeezus. ah, well, i told ya you're a hottie.... didn't i.... shit can't remember, but i must have, right.
right....
thanks for liking my peepers, they've served me well over the years, and due to your submission to our comments box, they might just get a raise in salary some time this year.
Night
right....
thanks for liking my peepers, they've served me well over the years, and due to your submission to our comments box, they might just get a raise in salary some time this year.
Night
painangel:
He sang you "San Dimas High School Football Rules" ,Thats pretty awesome.
WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWO!
I had a fucking GREAT weekend. I haven't had one of those in a long time. Well, let's see where to start. I guess I should start with Vacaville. I drove to Vacaville on Saturday. I finally got to meet the infamous Scottie (Jaime's brother). We celebrated Jaime's birthday. Scottie for the most part ignored me...anyway. Jaime and I decided to dress up as...
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I had a fucking GREAT weekend. I haven't had one of those in a long time. Well, let's see where to start. I guess I should start with Vacaville. I drove to Vacaville on Saturday. I finally got to meet the infamous Scottie (Jaime's brother). We celebrated Jaime's birthday. Scottie for the most part ignored me...anyway. Jaime and I decided to dress up as...
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menotyou:
Ok...the first thing you need to do is poke a hole in a condom, have sex with him, and chain him to you for life.
I hear that's somewhat effective.
I hear that's somewhat effective.
bohogirl:
Heyya beautiful!
So good to see a happy journal entry!
I hope you get to enjoy the 'company' again... and again... and again.
And even if it doesn't go anywhere... ahh... the rush! The head-spinning... the goofy smile that doesn't seem to want to leave your face... Oh man, I love that stuff.
(and, as a side thought, I gots me a goofy perma-grin too... but mine hasn't gone anywhere yet... just a little crush
)
Ya know... I wish you were 21+. I'd come and drag your butt out for some honest-to-god fun
So good to see a happy journal entry!
I hope you get to enjoy the 'company' again... and again... and again.
And even if it doesn't go anywhere... ahh... the rush! The head-spinning... the goofy smile that doesn't seem to want to leave your face... Oh man, I love that stuff.
(and, as a side thought, I gots me a goofy perma-grin too... but mine hasn't gone anywhere yet... just a little crush
)
Ya know... I wish you were 21+. I'd come and drag your butt out for some honest-to-god fun
well, i have enough snot in my nose to feed a small country. i need to see a doctor about my hips and sleeping pills, eddie is fixing my computer today, i don't think my room can be more spotless but i can sure as fuck try. anxiety is bad, but i figure if i get sleeping pills than it's better than not sleeping...i was...
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bohogirl:
Yumm!!!
menotyou:
Buh...snot feeding people. That's a visual I could have lived without.
If you're having problems eating...maybe that can tide you over? Eh?? Ehhh???
If you're having problems eating...maybe that can tide you over? Eh?? Ehhh???
i think i'm going to die of sexual frustration....i kill you all!
sicpowered:
heh, kill me first so i may no a little peace of mind. if i were you i 'd not worry too much about self death, from sexual frustration, if it were possible, i'd be long gone by now
menotyou:
Smoke a lot of weed. That'll kill your libido.
sorry chaps, computers down. now i'm off to more productive things...like seducing the pizza boy with my feminine wyles...or at least get him to stop screaming...the neighbors are begining to wonder.
Well, I can't say I've been sad for a while. Just numb. It's better than sad. So that's cool. I got into another fight with my mum. She enjoys making shit up, and then blaming me when I don't follow through with plans I never made. riiiiigghhht. But that's about it. I don't have anything else to say.
sicpowered:
ok here's a deal
if you smile through it, then i will too...
ok, you go first
if you smile through it, then i will too...
ok, you go first
I think i may finally be over tony. Of course, I'll say something like that and then an hour later be upset again. but the fact of the matter is that he fucked up enough for me to really not want him anymore.
my mum and i got into another fight. she indirectly called me a whore. she did some of my laundry a few weeks ago, and i asked her where a certain pair of underwear was. she told me to check my ex boyfriends house...I'm friends with him, but have no sexual contact with him whatsoever anymore, she doesn't know jack about what went on in...
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bohogirl:
I'm sorry... I remember when I used to go through the same stuff with my mom.
But, now, looking back, I realize that she was just desparate to find out what I was up to. And, instead of just trying to talk to me, she'd go 'fishing' like that, hinting at things and calling me (directly or indirectly) all sorts of names.
(funny thing is, I was a virgin when the worst of 'attacks' were going on! And, ha! Now that she knows, I get to rub it in her face whenever she starts with me!)
Parents can be weird like that - maybe your mom's doing the same thing?
But, now, looking back, I realize that she was just desparate to find out what I was up to. And, instead of just trying to talk to me, she'd go 'fishing' like that, hinting at things and calling me (directly or indirectly) all sorts of names.
(funny thing is, I was a virgin when the worst of 'attacks' were going on! And, ha! Now that she knows, I get to rub it in her face whenever she starts with me!
)
Parents can be weird like that - maybe your mom's doing the same thing?