Wednesday: sad. Don't know why. ate a piece of toast. Don't sleep
Thursday: even sadder. Still don't know why. Buy cookies, don't eat them. Coop spends the night, and I can sleep finally.
Friday: sadness increases and since Emma is at my house I seek refuge at a local park where I cry and read for most of the day. Go to tattoo parlor. Damn minimal fee. New tattoo idea: bow (like a ribbon, but pretty like) tilted against my pelvic bone. Spend the night at Tony's house.
Saturday: Visit parents. See Caitlyn. Sadness gone. Caitlyn has hives. She's going to see the doctor soon. Milly has a tumor. Most likely benign, but could be malignant. If it's malignant, then we don't have much time with her. Chris has an ear infection that goes down into his ear drum. Poor Chris. Go to spend the night at Tony's. Tell mum I love her. She say "whatever" I ask her if she loves me. She says "someday". Spend the night at Tony's. He's in a bad mood. I feel bad and don't want to irritate him, so I just watch movie. Grateful that I don't have to stay at my parents house.
Sunday: Go to parents house. Mum isn't mad at me anymore. We bake cookies. We get stuff for my room. Drive home. Re-Organize room. Program remote for my TV. I rule.
Charlie Schwarm got arrested for the murder of his girlfriend....Jen is really shook up by this. I am more affected by this than I thought. It's really bothering me, but I can't say why. I blocked out a huge chunk of my memory, and it just goes to show that you can't escape it.
Thursday: even sadder. Still don't know why. Buy cookies, don't eat them. Coop spends the night, and I can sleep finally.
Friday: sadness increases and since Emma is at my house I seek refuge at a local park where I cry and read for most of the day. Go to tattoo parlor. Damn minimal fee. New tattoo idea: bow (like a ribbon, but pretty like) tilted against my pelvic bone. Spend the night at Tony's house.
Saturday: Visit parents. See Caitlyn. Sadness gone. Caitlyn has hives. She's going to see the doctor soon. Milly has a tumor. Most likely benign, but could be malignant. If it's malignant, then we don't have much time with her. Chris has an ear infection that goes down into his ear drum. Poor Chris. Go to spend the night at Tony's. Tell mum I love her. She say "whatever" I ask her if she loves me. She says "someday". Spend the night at Tony's. He's in a bad mood. I feel bad and don't want to irritate him, so I just watch movie. Grateful that I don't have to stay at my parents house.
Sunday: Go to parents house. Mum isn't mad at me anymore. We bake cookies. We get stuff for my room. Drive home. Re-Organize room. Program remote for my TV. I rule.
Charlie Schwarm got arrested for the murder of his girlfriend....Jen is really shook up by this. I am more affected by this than I thought. It's really bothering me, but I can't say why. I blocked out a huge chunk of my memory, and it just goes to show that you can't escape it.
erich:
Damn. I was gonna just introduce myself, but... look, if you ever need someone to talk to, a friendly ear who isn't directly attached to everything, please feel free to get ahold of me.
