I've been taking all my friends on emotional rollercoasters that they don't deserve to be on. I feel aweful. right now, i wanna avoid some people, and they are the ones pressing to be with me most. I've tried locking myself in my house, but someone is always there to drag me out. While this can be a good thing, and I've only left my house to go to the grocery store, I kinda want that. I want to be living in the solace of my house. I'm dealing with too much shit on my own than to drag someone else into it. fuck.
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