oubliette1

the last 24 hours has been hell for some reason. I want to sock my bestfriend in the face. I asked him a few nights ago to come down to visit me, and he said no because he was too poor. He came down yesterday to go shopping. He told me when he got back home. He said that after that binge he was going to let himself starve to pay off debts. This wouldn't bother me except the last time he was in town he didn't see me then either. every time I'm near where he lives I make an effort to see him...or at least let him know I'm near. He called once, and then talked to me online a bit, but I don't know. I was pissed when he left. He said he would call me today, and normally he calls before he goes to work, well, i got a text message saying he'd call on his break. I am so livid right now. I know most of this is just PMS, but still. Jack tried to comfort me, but seeing as he is a pretty callous cat, he didn't try for long. That made me feel better all the same because normally he wouldn't give a rats ass if I was crying, and the fact that he made an effort is something to smile about...