ok: well, my friend jaime finally broke down and decided that she needed to move back to vacaville. which she really didn't want to do, but she couldn't afford ukiah. so we went dumpster diving for cardboard boxes. got a bunch and started packing her stuff. then i invited my friend blaine over. he at one point helped his friend (a lot of his friends...
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YYYAAAAYYY! my sis is fine. She had a periforated cyst on her ovary. It was removed. They wanted her to stay 2 days, but she said "fuck you, I'm staying one."....leave it to my sister. She is one stuborn fuck. I love her.
bohogirl:
YYAAAAYYY!!!
I'm really glad about your sis - as one with cysts and fibroids (they usually don't come together!), I can totally comiserate with her.
And I can also relate to stubborness... last time I had fibroids removed, they wanted to keep me for a week. I tried to drive myself home... And I was so insistent and so mischiveous that they actually had the security lock me up till my friend showed up!
Mind you, I don't remember a thing because I was so high from the anesthetic
(I'm sure that would have been one fun drive home!)
I'm really glad about your sis - as one with cysts and fibroids (they usually don't come together!), I can totally comiserate with her.
And I can also relate to stubborness... last time I had fibroids removed, they wanted to keep me for a week. I tried to drive myself home... And I was so insistent and so mischiveous that they actually had the security lock me up till my friend showed up!
Mind you, I don't remember a thing because I was so high from the anesthetic
(I'm sure that would have been one fun drive home!)
wow...umm, my sister is in the hospital. she'll be fine. everything will be ok. she goes into surgery today. they THINK an ovary is twisted. Which is bad. Very bad. It can cut off circulation. I love her so much. She'll be fine. How much more can she handle? She's been on the verge of a nervous breakdown for a while, and when things are...
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sevenmag:
Thats the plan, they are making all the legal arrangments, im just gonna be a donor..(i was kinda hoping for a "direct deposit"......j/k 
)I know it will defenitly be a life changing event for all parties involved.
)I know it will defenitly be a life changing event for all parties involved.
sevenmag:
Ill probably assume an Uncle type of role.I dont see having kids of my own any time soon, so this is a pretty cool alternative.
Ummm, I want to go driving somewhere, and I don't want to stop. Unfortunately I have no gas, nor do I have money for gas. I'm getting a new tattoo soon. This time it's not to cover up some sort of sadness, but it's also not to pin point some sort of happiness. Mostly it's just to give me something new. Something about myself that...
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be safe.
be cautious.
don't make the bad decisions I have made... I felt so wrong after words...
learn from others mistakes take advice and use it...
I don't understand the anger. the hate??
I don't understand where you are and why you are..
I don't understand the dialouge.
I'm worried...
I don't know how else to write it... I can't really talk to you...
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be cautious.
don't make the bad decisions I have made... I felt so wrong after words...
learn from others mistakes take advice and use it...
I don't understand the anger. the hate??
I don't understand where you are and why you are..
I don't understand the dialouge.
I'm worried...
I don't know how else to write it... I can't really talk to you...
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I feel sick from being cheated
I feel sick from being used
I feel sick from being hurt
Again and again and a-fucking-gain
I feel sick from trying with friendships where I'm not welcome
If you want me to go away then tell me
You say that you can't talk to me
Because I don't talk
But your phone is the one that's ringing
And...
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I feel sick from being used
I feel sick from being hurt
Again and again and a-fucking-gain
I feel sick from trying with friendships where I'm not welcome
If you want me to go away then tell me
You say that you can't talk to me
Because I don't talk
But your phone is the one that's ringing
And...
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sicpowered:
some want the cake and to eat it too. he can't split the difference on friendship, and being selfish.
sorry you don't feel right, i hope you find some settled place. If you want to talk, for what it's worth, i can listen.
sorry you don't feel right, i hope you find some settled place. If you want to talk, for what it's worth, i can listen.
wow. have you ever had anyone you couldn't get rid of? someone that will always be there. even as a memory you couldn't get rid of him? I thought i had gotten rid of him. I was happy for a while. Now he's back again. He knows what I've been doing. He says hes worried. He's calling later to check up on me. Jay: i...
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got a new phone baby. boredom. getting a new comp soon. yay...
well, lets see. I knew my cloud 9 couldn't last. I found out today he has a girlfriend...that he's living with none-the-less. I feel aweful now. I think I need to get a tattoo on my forhead saying "DON'T CHEAT ON YOUR GIRLFRIEND WITH ME!". I didn't expect anything from him. I didn't expect some collasol relationship. I mean fuck, he lives in LA. I...
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sicpowered:
damnit.... these guys all need to die, jeeezus. ah, well, i told ya you're a hottie.... didn't i.... shit can't remember, but i must have, right.
right....
thanks for liking my peepers, they've served me well over the years, and due to your submission to our comments box, they might just get a raise in salary some time this year.
Night
right....
thanks for liking my peepers, they've served me well over the years, and due to your submission to our comments box, they might just get a raise in salary some time this year.
Night
painangel:
He sang you "San Dimas High School Football Rules" ,Thats pretty awesome.
WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWO!
I had a fucking GREAT weekend. I haven't had one of those in a long time. Well, let's see where to start. I guess I should start with Vacaville. I drove to Vacaville on Saturday. I finally got to meet the infamous Scottie (Jaime's brother). We celebrated Jaime's birthday. Scottie for the most part ignored me...anyway. Jaime and I decided to dress up as...
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I had a fucking GREAT weekend. I haven't had one of those in a long time. Well, let's see where to start. I guess I should start with Vacaville. I drove to Vacaville on Saturday. I finally got to meet the infamous Scottie (Jaime's brother). We celebrated Jaime's birthday. Scottie for the most part ignored me...anyway. Jaime and I decided to dress up as...
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menotyou:
Ok...the first thing you need to do is poke a hole in a condom, have sex with him, and chain him to you for life.
I hear that's somewhat effective.
I hear that's somewhat effective.
bohogirl:
Heyya beautiful!
So good to see a happy journal entry!
I hope you get to enjoy the 'company' again... and again... and again.
And even if it doesn't go anywhere... ahh... the rush! The head-spinning... the goofy smile that doesn't seem to want to leave your face... Oh man, I love that stuff.
(and, as a side thought, I gots me a goofy perma-grin too... but mine hasn't gone anywhere yet... just a little crush
)
Ya know... I wish you were 21+. I'd come and drag your butt out for some honest-to-god fun
So good to see a happy journal entry!
I hope you get to enjoy the 'company' again... and again... and again.
And even if it doesn't go anywhere... ahh... the rush! The head-spinning... the goofy smile that doesn't seem to want to leave your face... Oh man, I love that stuff.
(and, as a side thought, I gots me a goofy perma-grin too... but mine hasn't gone anywhere yet... just a little crush
)
Ya know... I wish you were 21+. I'd come and drag your butt out for some honest-to-god fun
well, i have enough snot in my nose to feed a small country. i need to see a doctor about my hips and sleeping pills, eddie is fixing my computer today, i don't think my room can be more spotless but i can sure as fuck try. anxiety is bad, but i figure if i get sleeping pills than it's better than not sleeping...i was...
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bohogirl:
Yumm!!!
menotyou:
Buh...snot feeding people. That's a visual I could have lived without.
If you're having problems eating...maybe that can tide you over? Eh?? Ehhh???
If you're having problems eating...maybe that can tide you over? Eh?? Ehhh???
i think i'm going to die of sexual frustration....i kill you all!
sicpowered:
heh, kill me first so i may no a little peace of mind. if i were you i 'd not worry too much about self death, from sexual frustration, if it were possible, i'd be long gone by now
menotyou:
Smoke a lot of weed. That'll kill your libido.
at least it was muy interesant, right.
on the bright side, your friend is staying right?