yay. i'm seeing him tonight. then cait's infusion tomorrow. next week jen's graduation.
Jeeze. While things are so good right now, there are also things nagging at me. I won't go into a lot of them only because they need to mull over. my mom is still not happy with me. I'll never do anything right when it comes to her.
I can't explain this to alva. He has a strong sense of family, and doesn't understand why...
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menotyou:
I didn't even read this whole post and can safely say, "You worry too much."
Take a valium or something.
Take a valium or something.
menotyou:
You're going to PROM this year. It's in May, and it's in San Fran,.
You're going.
You're going.
hmm, well where to start.
this was the best new years ever.
dani gave me a hash brownie. i puked and started hallucinating. i had blaine call her in the morning and tell her i went to the hospital. hash=bad. (no i didn't go to the hospital, but it was funny to scare her)
alva called me (FINALLY). after not seeing him or hearing from...
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this was the best new years ever.
dani gave me a hash brownie. i puked and started hallucinating. i had blaine call her in the morning and tell her i went to the hospital. hash=bad. (no i didn't go to the hospital, but it was funny to scare her)
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Merry Christmas to me. Chon brought Jade over....like as in Jade from AFI. My god that guy gives me the chills...in a very good way. Yup. I am rendered speachless.
menotyou:
Yea, looks like they are all from Ukiah.
Did you scream and make your jigglies jiggle, or play it off as no big deal?
Did you scream and make your jigglies jiggle, or play it off as no big deal?
I just had a thought recently. Let's get one thing straight: I HATE relationships. Before my first one, I was apathetic. Couldn't say I liked or hated them for never having experienced one. While the first one was a good relationship....it was also a let down. That was what I was doomed to repeat. again. again. and a-fucking-gain. Not that he was a bad guy,...
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sicpowered:
some things are best served up for two, and two only. truth be told, your heart is your's to give, to whomever, be it him or another. do you want him to have it? do you trust his grasp? does he cherish your heart as you do?
things went to shit really fast.
update:
don't have a car anymore
parents aren't talking to me
alva broke up with me
I'm piss poor and can't afford christmas gifts
update:
don't have a car anymore
parents aren't talking to me
alva broke up with me
I'm piss poor and can't afford christmas gifts
sicpowered:
shit.... that was fast.
i'm comin down on the 23rd, we can be broke together
i'm comin down on the 23rd, we can be broke together
menotyou:
He did not! Stop that!
"I can't remember the inane things I started babbling about then, I know it didn't really matter, she wasn't listening
She just yanked up on the emergency brake, dropped her seat back, and told me to lie on top of her
On top of those leather pants of hers, extremely expensive leather pants
mind you, her hands immediately guiding mine over those soft, slightly oily...
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She just yanked up on the emergency brake, dropped her seat back, and told me to lie on top of her
On top of those leather pants of hers, extremely expensive leather pants
mind you, her hands immediately guiding mine over those soft, slightly oily...
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menotyou:
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That story just got me seven shades of horney at work.
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That story just got me seven shades of horney at work.
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menotyou:
You should come to Houston. We have slightly less drama, and a little more fat people.
new pics up of me and my vagrant beau....
oubliette1:
yes...i think i love him...
yes...i think i love him...
painangel:
Looks like fun times.
alva and i are breaking up...i can feel it. i shoulda known better than to date a fucking drummer....
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menotyou:
I'm feeling neglected.
You should dedicate a little more time to the worshi...I mean attention of me.
You should dedicate a little more time to the worshi...I mean attention of me.
sempi:
Sorry to hear things aren't working out for you. Happy Thnaksgiving!
hmmm...well, I guess I should post my weekend or something like it. Alva and I finally hung out. The past 2 nights in a row I stayed at his brothers house. I won't go into detail, because nobody wants to hear it; but there were many humiliating moments that are going to come to me, and everyone in Ukiah will eventually know all about it....
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anotherdrunkkid:
Do what ever your heart tells you
I saw a sign up today. One of those stupid "George Bush '04" pickets in someones yard, and it was HUGE so everyone could see. Over it the owners of this property spray-painted "VICTORY" in bright orange. This got me thinking. New events have sprung up involving my niece. 2 MAJOR blood donation plants have been shut down due to lack of funds, now the...
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How is it that everythings figured out
But it's got the wrong answer
Now I'm back to square one
Now I'm not having any fun
I've tried my hardest
But it's no use
I can't stand my own mental abuse
I can't stay here
I can't leave
I'm trapped in my own mind
I don't know what I'm trying to find
Listen closely
I never...
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But it's got the wrong answer
Now I'm back to square one
Now I'm not having any fun
I've tried my hardest
But it's no use
I can't stand my own mental abuse
I can't stay here
I can't leave
I'm trapped in my own mind
I don't know what I'm trying to find
Listen closely
I never...
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menotyou:
What ended up happening to Alva?