Like everytime I update at this hour, I have lot to write about and hope I won't forget most stuff while writing.
* I've just spent a wonderful night and day at Apirka's home. She's the greatest host ever.
I did finished second at the poker game !
I had to meet two great guys. V. has a fluffly wintercoat that just wants you to hug him. A. is the humane joint roller. He rolls like one of your longtimenosee friend Pascal.
With A. I spent the night awake as if it was a good e night, except we didn't use any of it = an excellent time.
I'm honored to have met these people and hope our pathes will cross again in the future.
* My japanese courses have really change my behaviour. I've recently noticed that I excuse myself, and thanks others very often. I still find it hard to compliment someone, must because I can't handle getting one.
* Sorry for this long entry with no pictures. I'm listening to the Devil's Rejects OST right now, and want to enjoy it while sharing this with you. It's perfect for the mood.
* Things I've learned: I now understand how come objects don't exist in reality, the different layer of -me- and what no-me is, the difference between wanting and getting, what desire truly is and that desiring someone can get you outside of the present moment.
I've erased wishing and wanting from my dictionnary.
Also I got to take care of myself. I know myself know better than ever before now. I love who I am.
* I've realised the power of words, the incredile skill that we have to talk, but still words isn't enough. Nobody can feel my life as I do, even if I try to describe it to best I can. I'm so happy now that my life make me happy (most of the time)
* I'm still feeling like I'm not there very often. I don't know how to explain who I can sometime like empty inside, sometimes even a little dead inside.I don't want to provoke events, it now seems unfair to me to make plan for someone else's future (even for a brief moment) simply to have my wish-my desire satisfy. I prefer enjoying what is offered to me. Gimme, gimme.
* I want my life to be about good times and remembering them. Sharing time with people I love, admire, want to protect and take care of. I know more people in that category than I thought.
* Still reading? You got my admiration right there,
* Recently I'm often on DoctorSteel, I'm on Day 7 of my FlyLadying, and the new Foamy is way better than the recent episodes, in my taste.
* I'm poor, but I'll finish school at the beginning of May, I can make it through winter!
*
my Mini-Wheats are all wet.
* I might be coming into your life soon (aka events to come):
Feb 19. Devil's Driver concert
Mar 17. St-Patrick's Day
See I have free week-ends to enjoy good company.
* I should have my bakery training confirmed, have received my Zombie Survival Guide by the end of the month.
Here's some love to finish, like usual
See you, Space Cowboy ...
* I've just spent a wonderful night and day at Apirka's home. She's the greatest host ever.
I did finished second at the poker game !
I had to meet two great guys. V. has a fluffly wintercoat that just wants you to hug him. A. is the humane joint roller. He rolls like one of your longtimenosee friend Pascal.
With A. I spent the night awake as if it was a good e night, except we didn't use any of it = an excellent time.
I'm honored to have met these people and hope our pathes will cross again in the future.
* My japanese courses have really change my behaviour. I've recently noticed that I excuse myself, and thanks others very often. I still find it hard to compliment someone, must because I can't handle getting one.
* Sorry for this long entry with no pictures. I'm listening to the Devil's Rejects OST right now, and want to enjoy it while sharing this with you. It's perfect for the mood.
* Things I've learned: I now understand how come objects don't exist in reality, the different layer of -me- and what no-me is, the difference between wanting and getting, what desire truly is and that desiring someone can get you outside of the present moment.
I've erased wishing and wanting from my dictionnary.
Also I got to take care of myself. I know myself know better than ever before now. I love who I am.
* I've realised the power of words, the incredile skill that we have to talk, but still words isn't enough. Nobody can feel my life as I do, even if I try to describe it to best I can. I'm so happy now that my life make me happy (most of the time)
* I'm still feeling like I'm not there very often. I don't know how to explain who I can sometime like empty inside, sometimes even a little dead inside.I don't want to provoke events, it now seems unfair to me to make plan for someone else's future (even for a brief moment) simply to have my wish-my desire satisfy. I prefer enjoying what is offered to me. Gimme, gimme.
* I want my life to be about good times and remembering them. Sharing time with people I love, admire, want to protect and take care of. I know more people in that category than I thought.
* Still reading? You got my admiration right there,
* Recently I'm often on DoctorSteel, I'm on Day 7 of my FlyLadying, and the new Foamy is way better than the recent episodes, in my taste.
* I'm poor, but I'll finish school at the beginning of May, I can make it through winter!
*
my Mini-Wheats are all wet.
* I might be coming into your life soon (aka events to come):
Feb 19. Devil's Driver concert
Mar 17. St-Patrick's Day
See I have free week-ends to enjoy good company.
* I should have my bakery training confirmed, have received my Zombie Survival Guide by the end of the month.
Here's some love to finish, like usual
See you, Space Cowboy ...
I'm sure I'll figure out something.
Zombie Survival guide huh? That's not part of the bakery training I hope ... that would just be weird