so i have been single for 6 months now. i have lost 40lbs, got a personal trainer, been working out, quit my kush job so i could go back to school and do something that i truly want to do, and even though all of these things are going so well for me, and everyone tells me that i shouldnt worry about having a woman in my life, i am still unhappy having nobody to go out with and having nobody to kiss when i get home. i want someone to WANT to see me and cant wait for me to get off of work so they can see me. I dont have this and the longer it goes on the easier it is NOT getting. not having sex of course sux but it isnt even about that anymore. its about passion, its about human touch and raw emotion. its about getting butterflies when u r close. i have none of this at this point and it is starting to consume me. what does one do when a feeling comes over you that is so strong u have to react to it yet you have no idea what ur reaction should be?
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nobody likes that feeling... you just have to remember you'll get that happiness sooner or later... either way it's coming.