PERFECT DISGUISE
You've got the Perfect disguise and you're lookin o.k.
From the bottom of the best of the worst, well what can I say
Cuz you cocked your head to shoot me down, down
And I don't give a damn about you or this town no more
No cuz I know the score
Need me to fall down, so you can climb up
Some... Read More
well the bad thing about me is that NOTHING usually is stuck in my cd player.. im always listening to different things .. and whats also unfortunate is most of it is old music.. not new music.. but have you listened to fourtet or manitoba before?
I'll just apologize because I am the same old brutal
jerk I have been since I have existed. I wish I could
just be fun. I hope the best for everything that every
existed, just wish I could think in a way that
inspired people, instead of breaking things apart. I
am so judgmental and stupid. I should just fade and
become a ghost. I... Read More
Fucked myself over again. Over the same girl as before. I have such a bleeding hurt, but no one will read it. To the next time where I exist in mountains that remain silent and do not say a word. I remain shawn and forever will.
I just realized I applied to a girl's only group on this website. I'm an idiot. Thats ok though because I seen the pixies tonight and nothing can take me off that high. Even making myself look foolish.
you are very welcome..
i said before in the thread. that... i don't come to the music boards very much at all.. cause i take things too personally when someone rags on music that i'm connected with.. i just dont understand how people can be like that in a memorial thread. oh well.. we know what is important.. and if they don't get it.. too bad for them
Ya I just realized that I am depressed. It explains alot of things. I can't take medications though. Perhaps st John's wort will save me. Does anyone read this shit? Ah i keep myself good company. Blame it on the tetons.
It's almost like I'm too delicate today. The smell of microwaved popcorn can almost kill me. A sound can set me off. I take gentle steps to not disturb myself. I avoid the crowd, I seek out the quiet washroom that is always busy. I void and I wash my hands. Sometimes my hands are to sensitive for the water but my throat always longs... Read More
Of course I have myself as a friend. I had to decide whether or not to accept myself as a friend. At first I rejected my request, but then I decided to be nice.
Today is good I got my soul back from someone I lent it to long ago. She set me free and now I am thankful. Good night all and happy saint patricks day.