@rambo @missy this fall is literally bringing so many changes for me!!!
well I am going to Florida in 2 days. Usually Iowa fall is gorgeous all the leaves change color the air gets cool and crisp I get to wear cozy sweaters. But I'm going to miss that weather change in Florida it's just kinda warm and humid and it rains a little here and there. But I love Florida weather and I love the beach. So I'm so excited to begin learning to tattoo finally and not only do I get to learn what I wanted for over 15 years I get to do it and go to the beach when I get tired. It's kind of like a dream come true. When my daughter was born I was holding her in the middle of the night and I told her that we weren't going to be golf professionals are tennis professionals like my older siblings. ( My dad was always trying to get me into those sports which check is great but I'm an artist so I had to find my own path!!).
I told my daughter that we were going to be beach girls and I was going to get her somewhere near the ocean and be little surfer girls together. And of course she could pursue whatever she wanted with us being away from my family... who are very blue collar... sports.... kinda judgmental.... people lol...So I honestly feel like my dream is coming true. Me and my kids get to create an entirely new life together!!!
My brother and my nephews are there in Florida. Yesterday I told my nephew that he could be my left hand man and help me think straight and he's like why can't I be your right hand man? And then I said that's exactly what I mean!!!
see i got it messed up I told you you would be my left hand man LOL when really I meant right hand man. You'd be amazed how much a 14 year old can help you keep your sanity. especially when you're a recovering addict. being around them motivates me more than anything to move forward and make positive changes. I'm making things the way I wanted them to be for so long. Those nephew's, they always put a smile on my face so being with them is another huge blessing that I'm going to have this fall.