I embrace my desire to
feel the rhythm, to feel connected
enough to step aside and weep like a widow
to feel inspired, to fathom the power,
to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral
of our divinity and still be a human.
With my feet upon the ground I lose myself
between the sounds and open wide to suck it in,
I feel it move across my skin.
I'm reaching up and reaching out,
I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.
^ see above for current mood.
One of my friends is having issues with her life, the only problem is she is many miles away and I can't give her a hug
. She rushed into a marrage(knew the guy 3 months >.<
and now she is staying up nights wondering if she did the right thing for her and her son. She has no friends or family around her and she's the type that those things are what keep her happy. Luckily she will be back in the area in janurary for the trip to Quebec.
Current mood: Lateralus
Current song: Lateralus
feel the rhythm, to feel connected
enough to step aside and weep like a widow
to feel inspired, to fathom the power,
to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral
of our divinity and still be a human.
With my feet upon the ground I lose myself
between the sounds and open wide to suck it in,
I feel it move across my skin.
I'm reaching up and reaching out,
I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.
^ see above for current mood.
One of my friends is having issues with her life, the only problem is she is many miles away and I can't give her a hug
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![wink](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/wink.6a5555b139e7.gif)
Current mood: Lateralus
Current song: Lateralus
It is a very long, fucked up situation. Basically I get really bad migraines. Neurologists and neurosurgeons are assholes and I keep getting passed around to all of them.
So.. I am borderline homicidal/nervous breakdown right now.
I feel for your friend. I wish her well. I know how hard it is to be in a situation like that, minus a child and that makes it a lot worse. I wish you well too.