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OK.... I really don't want to work tonight(as in 20 hrs from now >.< ) I want to call in but I have no reason to.... I rarely get sick, so I save all my sick time to call in when I need a day off.... and I need one. Besides it may snow today/tomorrow/whatever you want to call it, so going sledding is an...
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Happy new year all ^^

I'm off to partyish tonight(I.e. sing, do tarot, play games) all sorts of fun things.

mabey even have a drink wink

be safe everyone, have fun, and I'll see you in the new year.

Edit: Holy crap I need a break form the drama filled fun fest that are most of my friends.... didint really see how bad it was untill...
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brookelynne:
alchohol only intensifies the drama.
brookelynne:
I miss having cats around the house. Do you have pics of yours?
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Cold, cold and more cold...... bleh.....

I hear fiji is nice this time of year.

525,600 minutes, how do you mesure a year?

this year has been odd in so many ways it's hard to count, I want 05 to come, erase all the bad memories, engrain the good ones.(ill edit and add more when i get up.....im tired :p )

Current song: Rent..... the...
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elektra_descends:
I thought about that too with APC. With MJK you never know. The more I read about Klimt's fascination and obsession with her the more interesting his art was to me.
Judith is captured from giving birth to a child, birth to her own sexuality, and everything in between to dying or being death.
Wow! Quite the little rant...Perhaps, you could say I am obsessed with his work. HAHA!
elektra_descends:
Perhaps Judith is my goddess then. I envy her for being so beloved by him and immortalized in such beautiful paintings.
Oh well, I think I am already paying for something.
Perhaps in advance for some delicious "sins" not yet comitted.
I am sure they will be fun!
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Happy Yule everyone ^^ '

and a merry Christmas too.

Oh and dont let santas elves leave any fruit cake..... it's hard as shit and you'll lose a tooth.... some industrious person could probibly build something out of the stuff if they wanted too.

Current mood: Christmas cheer, is that what this funny feeling is?

Current song: Sleigh Ride
elektra_descends:
Merry Days and Happy Cheer to you! Hope your Holidays are great!


brookelynne:
fruit cake is weird. Isn't there an urban legend that the same fruitcake was in circulation for like a hundred years or something bizzare like that?
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So yea quick note.... I now have roomate.

this should be cool.

or mabey not.

we'll see. miao!!

Current mood: In deep need of a large cup of coffee
Current song: Disposition, Reflection By tool
elektra_descends:
Good! I hope it stays cool. Watch out for Moose!
Talk to you soon.
elektra_descends:
I think it would be too. they just look so good from the back.
My fashion sense is not so comfot friendly. Suffer for fashion!
I now have been doing it for years. And why not the men for a change?

All those damn teddies, bustiers, corsets, garters and stockings...
Do you know what a pain in the ass those are?
I am more of what you see is what you get, "No frills" kind of girl. So the more uncomfortable the better I say! smile

Plus, I really could not think of anything to update my journal with and I saw a leather jock while Christmas shopping.
I wonder if I should but it? Hmmm...


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Magdalena

Overcome by your
Moving temple
Overcome by this
Holiest of altars

So pure
So rare
To witness such an earthly goddess
That I've lost my self control
Beyond compelled to throw this dollar down before your
Holiest of altars

I'd sell
My soul
My self-esteem a dollar at a time

One chance
One kiss
One taste of you my magdalena

I bear witness
To...
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elektra_descends:
Have you looked at my pictures? I have a lot posted in my pics. If you need some advice on posting let me know.
I'll be happy to asist as best I can.

Sounds like things are a bit crazy for you. Perhaps a few controlled deep breathes followed by some "me" time
or a walk in the woods. I love long walks in the woods.
I just love being outside when in ME.

Just remeber to proceed with caution! Listen to your intuition. Trust your gut. Chances are if you have a bad feeling it is for a good reason. At least that is how it is for me.
Be careful! As much as you care for others care for you!
You cannot care for someone else unless you take care of yourself.

Sorry, I just do not like to see you stressed. Kind of funny....
I don't even see you....
elektra_descends:
AH HA! You have a talky talk head! That sucks!
Being impulsive is very hard with a brain that argues with you every minute. mad
Well no worries if your gut is fine. so that's good! smile
No worries.... Get you SOME!
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After a muchly needed day off(and like 12 hrs sleep) I'm back to feeling refreshed and bouncy..... not that a pot of coffee has aaaaany thing to do with it biggrin .

It snowed/sleeted here yesterday, gave me a good excuse to stay in and watch some movies and play video games since my friends didint want to come out and do stuff :p. I dislike...
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elektra_descends:
Thanks! No hospital today. I called had but to leave a message. I doubt they'll call back today.
So your trip was uneventful. That is better than an emotional monsoon.

Cats on crack! Watch out! miao!! miao!! miao!!
Kitties gone mad, that is fun to watch.

I had my soul kitty Bubba, Tye, Bubba Tya, Bubba Chunk, Bubba Chunk Master he had a lot of names.
He got very ill and I had to put him down about 6 months ago, I really felt like an asshole and still do for that.
I will be with him again I just have to find him first. He was an orange and white kitty.
I dust busted him when he was a kitten to keep him fluffy.
He was very laid back and let me pet his belly.
I love that kitty!
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It's been a rough weekend at work and it's not going to get better... I need a vacation already >.<

I can't wait until Feburary and the trip to Quebec the land of snow, trees and very nice looking people. With the people I'm going with it should be quite the mixed bag of emotional mess ^^ always fun.

otherwise not much going on.... we'll...
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elektra_descends:
OH! I love to have lots of sex..... Don't get me wrong.
I get a little something extra out of being dominant, commanding, and controlling. For some reason I am just a natural. It kind of chose me so why fight it. Do what you like.
elektra_descends:
oops, BDSM but who cares like I said do what you like.
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So.... fate seems to be using me as a foot ball atm...This whole situation that my life is atm is kind of warpped, let me try to clarify it all.

First item: Well for the last couple weeks I have wondered if my X is pregnant (not by me, don't get nervous). I can tell something is diffrent around her, her aura and energy patterns...
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elektra_descends:
I am having not so much fun at home frown .
Unfortunately I am unable to be as self destructive as I wish. I would love to go out and kick back more than my share of Kirin Ichiban. But, I willl have plenty of time for that once I get.... Well you know.
I am not in the highest of spirits but that will pass. I am Just tired and peevish after some much needed rest of the body and mind and I will be fine.
Trying to mentally prepare yourself for the unexpected is very difficult. I always try to control what you can and let the rest take care of it's self. Easier said than done.

K
elektra_descends:
Thank you for the prayer and the kind words. I am sure I will be fine. What ever is meant for me will be.
Besides, my father has a deal with his gods and everything is taken care of and I believe that.
I hope all is well with you and your babies.
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Good lord almost 5 am and im not in bed yet...... bleh.

so to those who do see this, poll time smile lets get faveorite ice creams ^^ I'm a black raspberry person myself......
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elektra_descends:
I had ice cream again today. Strawberry Mmm Hmm Good!
elektra_descends:
Awe you are too sweet. blush
Our new tattoos are shiney and sparkly.
The split penis was not too shocking to me either.
The tubgirl was nasty! Some Japanese fetishes are nasty. puke

I had my appointment today at USF Medical School and I am being admitted to the hospital next week to be treated for my back injuries, vascular issues in the brain, and debilitating migraines. frown
Don't worry, it is not as serious (brain surgery) as I thought it would be this morning before my trip to Tampa.
Which may not have to be done afterall. smile
I will know for how long next week. They still have to get insurance verified and all that crap.

That is the reason why miss_lady and I got our matching tattoos. Besides being friends for almost 11 years the last few months have been really hard with me being ill.
But, now things are looking up.
Today is a good day with many more to come! smile
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Omg sooo fuckin bored......

I need a hobby.....or people to take pictures of...... or something

More caffene, yes capitol idea, Ill be up to my third pot of coffee.

So content for the day starts here--------> I'm moving surreal I'll save money this way and I don't want to deal with shitty new land people after my last land lady was so damn cool. So as...
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elektra_descends:
Blah.... No worries. I am just waiting for my turn to sit on pie the next time we get silly. My choice is going to be banana cream pie. I thought chocolate would be too messy and brouwn on my bum would look kind of funny. Like poo. puke
I get over stuff pretty fast. Life is not long enought o be a hatefull bitch. smile
squishyrulesall:
CHOCOLATE can NEVER be EVIL ever EVER ever and stuff