Ya know, the only thing I dont like about summer is the fact pollen makes my head hurt >.< thats ok ill keep taking my daily dose of sinus meds and live through such gorgeous weather!!
I managed to get a very special friend a kick ass graduation gift!! A fist print copy of J.D. sallengers, nine stories..... in french!! the print date is 1962,...
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I managed to get a very special friend a kick ass graduation gift!! A fist print copy of J.D. sallengers, nine stories..... in french!! the print date is 1962,...
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osirisrising:
Pics of me
Hmm march 8th eh? well it's been awhile, there has been alot going on as well.... in short everything I thought that was going well fell to bits and im living at home again >.< C'est la vie, shit happens.
It's been good though, it's given me renewed focus as to what I enjoy in my life. I've gotten that spark of creativity back, painting...
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It's been good though, it's given me renewed focus as to what I enjoy in my life. I've gotten that spark of creativity back, painting...
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Wow..... so..... moving on with my life
so things didint go anything like I had hoped, c'est la vie. People come into our lives for a reason and we tend to meet people that will help us grow in life, I learned a lesson from this weekend. Do I regret anything? no, because when we regret things that we do we can miss important things...
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so things didint go anything like I had hoped, c'est la vie. People come into our lives for a reason and we tend to meet people that will help us grow in life, I learned a lesson from this weekend. Do I regret anything? no, because when we regret things that we do we can miss important things...
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elektra_descends:
What happened? I am sorry things did not turn out how you were hoping.
People can sometimes be one way on the line and another in person.
I hope you do not beat yourself up over this....
It sounds like you are but you should not.
I now how excited you were.
Buck up camper! Things will turn around when you least expect it!
Just relax, go for a walk and you will meet the lady of your dreams strolling in the woods.
People can sometimes be one way on the line and another in person.
I hope you do not beat yourself up over this....
It sounds like you are but you should not.
I now how excited you were.
Buck up camper! Things will turn around when you least expect it!
Just relax, go for a walk and you will meet the lady of your dreams strolling in the woods.
Today is the day......
today I find out some things, I find out if this is real, I find out if I can feel again..... it's been so long, but in the week I've known a girl my brain has gone from 0-60 and today I meet her.
I have so many worries it's not funny, I worry that something will happen and I won't...
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today I find out some things, I find out if this is real, I find out if I can feel again..... it's been so long, but in the week I've known a girl my brain has gone from 0-60 and today I meet her.
I have so many worries it's not funny, I worry that something will happen and I won't...
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elektra_descends:
Stay the weekend? Wow!
Pretty heavy for a first hang out session.
I am sure things will be fine.
I think you are thinking too much and worrying too much.
Let your mind be free. Relax and breathe.
There is all the time in the world. All the time you need.
Pretty heavy for a first hang out session.
I am sure things will be fine.
I think you are thinking too much and worrying too much.
Let your mind be free. Relax and breathe.
There is all the time in the world. All the time you need.
So.... It's been about a month since I updated, do I feel like a lazy ass or what?
I suppose I should give a clue as to whats been going on in my life up to this point. Around valentines day I was sooo damn depressed I didin't feel like doing anything and this lasted for about 2 weeks. Now early sunday morning something happened...
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I suppose I should give a clue as to whats been going on in my life up to this point. Around valentines day I was sooo damn depressed I didin't feel like doing anything and this lasted for about 2 weeks. Now early sunday morning something happened...
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elektra_descends:
Awesome! I am happy for you. 
So where did you meet her?
I hate it when people get sad around Valentines day!
It is such a stupid holiday.
So stupid I portested and did not even celebrate this year.
I am glad you are back. I have not been on myself much either but still glad.
So where did you meet her?
I hate it when people get sad around Valentines day!
It is such a stupid holiday.
So stupid I portested and did not even celebrate this year.
I am glad you are back. I have not been on myself much either but still glad.
elektra_descends:
One more day until the big date! Good luck!
Bounce, bounce, bounce..... too much caffeene..... now time for some questions
1] left or right?
2] post me some song lyrics
3] your all-time favorite dynamic duo is
4] tell me a secret
5] tell me something amorous (melt my heart)
6] what about people irks the hell out of you?
7] Jesus
8] What animal do you relate to?
9] last book you read...
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1] left or right?
2] post me some song lyrics
3] your all-time favorite dynamic duo is
4] tell me a secret
5] tell me something amorous (melt my heart)
6] what about people irks the hell out of you?
7] Jesus
8] What animal do you relate to?
9] last book you read...
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Hmmmm I have the urge to have Thai..... or mabey Indian.... guess this looks like my next night off is going to be an eat out night.
I'm over my mental issues of my last post.....sometimes they just need to come out, for your own sanitys sake.
I'm in the process of designing/setting up a photo shoot ^^ it should be cool.
Current mood: Perky...
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I'm over my mental issues of my last post.....sometimes they just need to come out, for your own sanitys sake.
I'm in the process of designing/setting up a photo shoot ^^ it should be cool.
Current mood: Perky...
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elektra_descends:
That's what a journal is for.
I do not care if it is on a porn site.
I'm gonna write what I feel like writing even if it is not all shits and giggles these days.
I am glad you are perky today! Perky is good.
I am... Same ol' same ah you know.
It's just a bad time right now, buzz kill, I know.
Two nights off!!!! Go get some Thai food and have a party in your mouth!
I do not care if it is on a porn site.
I'm gonna write what I feel like writing even if it is not all shits and giggles these days.
I am glad you are perky today! Perky is good.
I am... Same ol' same ah you know.
It's just a bad time right now, buzz kill, I know.
Two nights off!!!! Go get some Thai food and have a party in your mouth!
Bored......
this is what my few presious nights off come to. A boring night in doing absolutly..... nothing, lets run down the list of things to do while bored.
Cook a self indulgent meal: Check
Eat a pound of chocolate: Check
Watch a movie: Check( by the way it was blair witch
)
Masturbate: Check....and check.....and umm..... check >.<
Update journal: Check
Now to figure...
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this is what my few presious nights off come to. A boring night in doing absolutly..... nothing, lets run down the list of things to do while bored.
Cook a self indulgent meal: Check
Eat a pound of chocolate: Check
Watch a movie: Check( by the way it was blair witch
)
Masturbate: Check....and check.....and umm..... check >.<
Update journal: Check
Now to figure...
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elektra_descends:
I love The Killers, I think that is one of the best albums that came out last year or possibly ever.
As for hanging out in ME on a night as you describe,
why not lay on the frozen water at the damn and look at the moon from there. I think that would be nice.
It sounds like you hit the nail on the head about some things about yourself.
Those are healthy thoughts you should be grateful you know yourself so well.
As for me having my treatment this week.....
I will email the mess to you.
As for hanging out in ME on a night as you describe,
why not lay on the frozen water at the damn and look at the moon from there. I think that would be nice.
It sounds like you hit the nail on the head about some things about yourself.
Those are healthy thoughts you should be grateful you know yourself so well.
As for me having my treatment this week.....
I will email the mess to you.
elektra_descends:
NO! NO! Not you!... you have always spelled it right from what I can tell. I was not talking about you when I wrote that.
I was referring to someone else.
I still ahve to email you the bullshit about my treatment not being approved yet.
I am working on the next, I was and am still very upset about it. But, I will tell you aboout it through my email.
I was referring to someone else.
I still ahve to email you the bullshit about my treatment not being approved yet.
I am working on the next, I was and am still very upset about it. But, I will tell you aboout it through my email.
Ahhh it's been awhile, I sit here in the cold ass of winter warmly drinking hot cocoa and eating dougnuts in my spiffy new apartment^^. Going over it room by room re painting walls and celings because it looks like no one has done any upkeep in a couple years. the good news of this is as long as we keep renovating things, our land...
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elektra_descends:
http://vortex1.no-ip.com/klimt/
Go to this Gustav Klimt online gallery and look at Goldfish (I own), Danae (my favorite), and all other works by him.
The best place to order online is Ross-simmons.com and Art.com. I got Goldfish from art.com and they did a fantastic job.
Go to this Gustav Klimt online gallery and look at Goldfish (I own), Danae (my favorite), and all other works by him.
The best place to order online is Ross-simmons.com and Art.com. I got Goldfish from art.com and they did a fantastic job.
elektra_descends:
Cool, working on your own.
I draw as well. Mostly human form, female.
I was quite good and than I lost my inspiration, motivation.
I really need to work on my art again I think it would be most beneficial for me. I have tons of supplies just sitting there.
I have tried painting once and made a very big mess.
OH I almost forgot, I do have your number.
I will probably give you a call when I am in Tampa during my treatment when the new month starts and my 500 minutes is replenished. Plus I will probably be going crazy!
You can save my sanity
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I draw as well. Mostly human form, female.
I was quite good and than I lost my inspiration, motivation.
I really need to work on my art again I think it would be most beneficial for me. I have tons of supplies just sitting there.
I have tried painting once and made a very big mess.
OH I almost forgot, I do have your number.
I will probably give you a call when I am in Tampa during my treatment when the new month starts and my 500 minutes is replenished. Plus I will probably be going crazy!
You can save my sanity
[Edited on Jan 26, 2005 1:59PM]
I have internet again..... I will update shortly ^^
elektra_descends:
Hurray for internet connections!
Bleh another grey day in maine.....
luckily i saw a friend last night i havent seen in ages.... it was awsome, he's a great guy. We ended up chilling at dennys untill 2 am. It was something i think i needed to recharge my batteries.
Take care all, and i hope in the grey of winter you find someone/something to recharge with.
Current song: Parabol/Parabola...
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luckily i saw a friend last night i havent seen in ages.... it was awsome, he's a great guy. We ended up chilling at dennys untill 2 am. It was something i think i needed to recharge my batteries.
Take care all, and i hope in the grey of winter you find someone/something to recharge with.
Current song: Parabol/Parabola...
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0theamazingrando:
I think Maine might be cold... I dont think that I would like Maine. I do, however, like green eggs and ham.
elektra_descends:
Still here. Still waiting for them to call me. I cannot believe this is taking a week and a half. What a bunch of bullshit.
I called my doctor today and that's the last time.
Fuck it! I call him no more after this.
How is moving going? I hope you like your new place.
You should take more pictures of you and your kitties.
Your face is cut off in your pro pic and I have no idea what you look like. i would like to know what you,look like.
Miss_lady is coming over today and i think we should take more pictures. I have a ton already but you can never have too many.
I called my doctor today and that's the last time.
Fuck it! I call him no more after this.
How is moving going? I hope you like your new place.
You should take more pictures of you and your kitties.
Your face is cut off in your pro pic and I have no idea what you look like. i would like to know what you,look like.
Miss_lady is coming over today and i think we should take more pictures. I have a ton already but you can never have too many.
I guess life continues. Thanks.