osaka

Hey

i got distracted.
from everything.
my boyfriend seems to be sick.
except no one so far has been able to say why or what it is. basically he gets dizzy for no reason and that makes him want to throw up. on the first day it happened he couldnt walk, stand or lie down. just sit staring at his feet.
when the doctor came he seemed better but his pupils didnt react at all to having light shined in his eyes and he couldnt touch the tip of his nose when his eyes were closed.
he has been to see a neurologist who sent him to a laryngologist where he spent 3 hours in a waiting room thinking maybe they were going to make him stay at the hospital...
they didnt. the laryngologist was unhelpful. but his condition did seem to be getting better. but he's still weak and getting it sometimes
iv been going over there everyday looking after him and reading to him since his eyes are so weird he cant read or watch tv or anything.

im trying not to worry too much. but its kind of scary.
and ultimately, worrying is all i can do ...