osaka

i am so tired of generic

and so uninspired


whatever

thanks for the comments on the last blog.
just to clear that up i meant it in a general way, chris does nothing but make me feel awesome. its mostly for myself that i need proof.
...
or something?

i want to be this creative, interesting person. i want to play music and paint and draw and express..whatever
and i just feel dull and boring and empty
and stupid

i cant even make myself do a 5 min sketch everyday.

everything i do just turns to shit.

oh but i am officially becoming a certified corporate whore. i got a job at hard rock cafe. im being brainwashed on monday.
hooray