orrdawg78

man i tell ya i gotta love my family , so just like everyone else in the world i have a past though mine may be rougher than some , i been having a really rough time over here in california as i am originally from maryland which is where all of my family and friends are , so i call my brother today , just to talk and ask him if i were to go back home to maryland if i could have my old job as his yard foreman with his landscaping business back, you know just to keep my options open, now this is a man with a past just as bad as mine. so we get talking about work and me moving in with my father(who is an alcoholic in the worst way possible as is my brother)and heling him out with bills and whatnot and putting my name on the house, when out of the blue they both bring up somethings from my past that happened like 7 years ago talking bout i dont want this in the house and you cant do this and that and they both pretty much began to make me feel like a worthless piece of shit drug addict because of these things that happened in my past, now like i said both of these men have been and still currently are alcoholics, but they had the nerve to bring up my past, like seriously can you guys make me feel like more of a piece of worthless shit than i already make myself feel, these are people i was calling for support and the did nothing but make me feel even more alone in this life than i already do. wtf man