Friday night I went out with my husband's cousin. She got drunk and acted ridiculous which made the night kind of a bust for me. Lots of chavs in my fucking face, which I hate. These were before it got annoying...
In three days time is my daughter's 1st birthday and I'm so excited. We are taking her to the zoo and then having a party for her on the Sunday. It's going to be ace.
A few days ago we took her swimming for the first time, and I've never seen a child more happy to be in water. She absolutely loved it and it was a joy to experience it with her. But on another note, I saw myself in a big mirror in the changing room in my swimsuit and I felt like I wanted to die. I just looked absolutely horrible. I keep falling off the wagon when it comes to working out. I have stopped going to my yoga classes because the time was really inconvenient for me, but I haven't been practicing at home because I have no space.
I just feel like a failure. I still haven't made any new friends, though I did meet up with some SG Scotland friends at the Museum and that was fun.
Anyway.. I'm going to start using myfitness pal again to track what I eat and also start doing Gillian Michaels 30 day shred again and hope I can stick to it. I want to lose 3 stone.
I've also been a HUGE failure at transitioning to Vegan and I've asked my husband if he will try being Vegan with me to make it easier. (We're both vegetarian)
Hopefully by new year I'll see improvement in both my physical health and more importantly mentally. My goal is happiness and that's all I'm going to strive for.
In three days time is my daughter's 1st birthday and I'm so excited. We are taking her to the zoo and then having a party for her on the Sunday. It's going to be ace.
A few days ago we took her swimming for the first time, and I've never seen a child more happy to be in water. She absolutely loved it and it was a joy to experience it with her. But on another note, I saw myself in a big mirror in the changing room in my swimsuit and I felt like I wanted to die. I just looked absolutely horrible. I keep falling off the wagon when it comes to working out. I have stopped going to my yoga classes because the time was really inconvenient for me, but I haven't been practicing at home because I have no space.
I just feel like a failure. I still haven't made any new friends, though I did meet up with some SG Scotland friends at the Museum and that was fun.
Anyway.. I'm going to start using myfitness pal again to track what I eat and also start doing Gillian Michaels 30 day shred again and hope I can stick to it. I want to lose 3 stone.
I've also been a HUGE failure at transitioning to Vegan and I've asked my husband if he will try being Vegan with me to make it easier. (We're both vegetarian)
Hopefully by new year I'll see improvement in both my physical health and more importantly mentally. My goal is happiness and that's all I'm going to strive for.
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creamcuffs:
I wish you more and more happiness. Although it sounds like you already tons of that watching your daughter experience the good things in this world.
casper:
What's a chav?