Oh my god I am such a bad person.. See, there's this guy, Simon, the one with the most gorgeous eyes you'll ever see. I've known him for around 4 1/2 years, and pretty much from the first moment, I've had the hugest crush on him. But he's with Nikki, and I love Niki, she's the sweetest girl, and they're such the most gorgeous couple.
So, anyway, yesterday was Nikki's birthday, so we had a huge bbq round at her's. There was way too much wine consumed (June and Shirley had 5 bottles of white between them.. ) and so towards the end of the night everyone decided they wanted tea/coffee etc, in an attempt to be sensible. So I wander into the kitchen and there's Simon, all drunk and trying to wash up some mugs. I'm being all helpful and drying up, when he turns to me and says, 'So you gonna show me your latest body modification then?' referring to my nipple piercing. And then there's me, all flustered and also drunk, wanting nothing more than to drag him off to a secluded corner and whip out my boobs, being all like, 'Ummm... gosh, ok..*giggle*..' I have no idea if he's being serious or not and he's asking if I really would show him..
Of COURSE I would show him. I'd pretty much do anything he asked me to.
But then June wandered in demanding coffee and the moment faded.
He's said stuff like that before, and sometimes the way he looks at me, I dunno, it kinda makes me think he likes me back.
And of course I remember everything no matter how much I drink, but I have no idea if he does. blah.
It wouldn't matter even if he did have a crush on me, coz I would never do anything about the way I feel, I love Nikki. He loves Nikki.
Still, the show season starts in less that two weeks, so I'll plenty of time to start a new doomed and destructive relationship with the first thing to fall in my tent.
God.
...
So, anyway, yesterday was Nikki's birthday, so we had a huge bbq round at her's. There was way too much wine consumed (June and Shirley had 5 bottles of white between them.. ) and so towards the end of the night everyone decided they wanted tea/coffee etc, in an attempt to be sensible. So I wander into the kitchen and there's Simon, all drunk and trying to wash up some mugs. I'm being all helpful and drying up, when he turns to me and says, 'So you gonna show me your latest body modification then?' referring to my nipple piercing. And then there's me, all flustered and also drunk, wanting nothing more than to drag him off to a secluded corner and whip out my boobs, being all like, 'Ummm... gosh, ok..*giggle*..' I have no idea if he's being serious or not and he's asking if I really would show him..
Of COURSE I would show him. I'd pretty much do anything he asked me to.
But then June wandered in demanding coffee and the moment faded.
He's said stuff like that before, and sometimes the way he looks at me, I dunno, it kinda makes me think he likes me back.
And of course I remember everything no matter how much I drink, but I have no idea if he does. blah.
It wouldn't matter even if he did have a crush on me, coz I would never do anything about the way I feel, I love Nikki. He loves Nikki.
Still, the show season starts in less that two weeks, so I'll plenty of time to start a new doomed and destructive relationship with the first thing to fall in my tent.
God.
...
Anyway, it's good to receive a compliment from someone you like
I'll have to remember that and just enjoy the friendship
Just bought a fab new tent, so I'm sure I'll find someone of my own to show off my piercing too!!
x