I'm feeling better. 
Leaving Germany this upcoming Friday.
So anxious and excited yet I know I'll miss it once I'm gone...a little. 
Back to 118lbs so I figure most of the 5lbs I lost was water weight since I couldn't even keep my own saliva down for a while. Oh well...
I'm conflicted about losing weight/maintaining curves. I do like having some meat on my...
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Leaving Germany this upcoming Friday.
So anxious and excited yet I know I'll miss it once I'm gone...a little.
Back to 118lbs so I figure most of the 5lbs I lost was water weight since I couldn't even keep my own saliva down for a while. Oh well...
I'm conflicted about losing weight/maintaining curves. I do like having some meat on my...
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ultraman:
yay! youll be stateside for a while. 
hit me up if you can. i bid you great journey... 
hit me up if you can. i bid you great journey...
liquids:
feeling better, thanks for asking, sorry for my delay, i go through phases with my hobbies, pick something up....put it down...yada yada.....you were definitly no mistake.......I am interested in some of the ethnic women that are on this site, it just seems to be a shortage of us that venture to alternative style and culture....and i think you are a cutey
I feel like death warmed over. I got a stomach bug from pookie pie and as of today the only solid food I can manage are saltine crackers. My body has that 'getting over the worst part of sickness' ache and my head feels full of liquid heaviness...I swear I can feel it moving when I lay my head down.
On the upside, I've lost...
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On the upside, I've lost...
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thedarkness:
I am sorry to hear this, I hope you feel better.
dayva:
Yay for losing 5 pounds!
Boo for losing it from vomitting.
Hope you're feeling better
Boo for losing it from vomitting.
Hope you're feeling better
I think I may be gone for the month of September. I'll be leaving Germany Sept. 2nd and arriving in NC on Sept. 17th so...yeah.
I'm so excited. I think there are alot of nice things about living in Germany but due to time and circumstance I wasn't able to fully appreciate them.
I'm so excited. I think there are alot of nice things about living in Germany but due to time and circumstance I wasn't able to fully appreciate them.
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dayva:
Yay! You're coming to NC!
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ultraman:
going on a walkabout?
Its slow going around here, I guess.
I'm so excited I could *skeet*...I mean, *squee*! I've decided to do some restocking of my anime collection which means getting rid of VHS and buying DVD.
This has been something I've both dreaded and anticipated for a while. I've spent many hundreds of dollars on my anime so I am expecting to rake out the cash over...
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I'm so excited I could *skeet*...I mean, *squee*!
I've decided to do some restocking of my anime collection which means getting rid of VHS and buying DVD.
This has been something I've both dreaded and anticipated for a while. I've spent many hundreds of dollars on my anime so I am expecting to rake out the cash over...
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bleeder:
Check out 'Catsoup'. In my opinion it is amazing!
ultraman:
youre going to have a very impressive collection. you better hide in a safe cuz if i get my hands on them... 
lots of internation love to you & yours.
lots of internation love to you & yours.
My best friend emailed me to say that she got engaged yesterday and wants me to be in her wedding in December. 
I can't stand her fiance. He was supposed to propose to her over a year ago but kept her waiting with stupid excuses and ever stupider accusations of infidelity. Meanwhile, she has been taking care of his child by another woman as if...
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I can't stand her fiance. He was supposed to propose to her over a year ago but kept her waiting with stupid excuses and ever stupider accusations of infidelity. Meanwhile, she has been taking care of his child by another woman as if...
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another day...Hmm, I thought Ember's Inuyasha set was going to have some costumes or at least a plushie. Somewhat misleading for this Inuyasha fan. Someone should dress up as Sesshoumaru or Derringer Meryl from Trigun.
*drools*
Yes, I crush on anime characters.
*drools*
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zenichols:
Thank you for your beautiful words.
To acknowledge what you have and then take action (even if it is one step at a time) must be a constant struggle. One that would be a lot easier to say, "Well, I tried" and walk away from than stick it out.
One of the things that I seem to deal with the most in my mind is the struggle to want to do more for the world. It's a constant reminder in my mind that haunts me everyday. I must say since I don't feel like I'm doing much at the moment this feeling seems to drive me to the point of self loathing sometimes. I question my abilities and sincerity constantly. But with my personality I don't think this would change easily in the future. I have this big feeling that if I don't do something great than I will have wasted my life and let the people of the world down. I know this sounds like I take too much on for one person but it is hard for anyone to change the way they feel.
To acknowledge what you have and then take action (even if it is one step at a time) must be a constant struggle. One that would be a lot easier to say, "Well, I tried" and walk away from than stick it out.
One of the things that I seem to deal with the most in my mind is the struggle to want to do more for the world. It's a constant reminder in my mind that haunts me everyday. I must say since I don't feel like I'm doing much at the moment this feeling seems to drive me to the point of self loathing sometimes. I question my abilities and sincerity constantly. But with my personality I don't think this would change easily in the future. I have this big feeling that if I don't do something great than I will have wasted my life and let the people of the world down. I know this sounds like I take too much on for one person but it is hard for anyone to change the way they feel.
iamphoto:
you know i would. anytime
I'll update in a minute...lot of drama (not mine) and moving back to NC preparations underway.
I miss ya'll
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I've decided to return to UNC in the spring. I was accepted to UNC-FSU (Fayetteville State) but after all the time/effort I put in at Carolina I feel it would be best to swallow my pride and finish it out there. I know people of...
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I miss ya'll
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I've decided to return to UNC in the spring. I was accepted to UNC-FSU (Fayetteville State) but after all the time/effort I put in at Carolina I feel it would be best to swallow my pride and finish it out there. I know people of...
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iamphoto:
miss you hun
chai:
send u a hug girl
I've turned in my college transfer application to UNC-FSU so now theres just the waiting for my acceptance letter. Yes, I've determined that I will be accepted. If I reapplied to UNC I would be accepted since I'm still in good-standing, there's no reason why UNC-FSU would have a problem where UNC wouldn't. Yes, I'm kinda hating on UNC-FSU but, meh, I'll be a Tarheel...
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delco:
I love vegas thats where my wife and i had our first date.
I hope you have fun.
I hope you have fun.
I haven't been on as much as I'd like. I'm in the middle of trying to transfer to college in NC and make arrangements for moving back to NC and the Las Vegas trip my husband wants to take.
We had been planning to have his mother watch the baby but he decides last minute that he doesn't think she'll do it (he hasn't even...
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We had been planning to have his mother watch the baby but he decides last minute that he doesn't think she'll do it (he hasn't even...
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delco:
sounds like he is afraid to ask his mom all men become little boys when it comes to there moms.
thedarkness:
When I saw her, the first thing that came to mind is that you would like that. I also wanted her picture.