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ormunroe

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Saturday Aug 27, 2005

Aug 27, 2005
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I'm feeling better. smile

Leaving Germany this upcoming Friday. eeek So anxious and excited yet I know I'll miss it once I'm gone...a little. tongue

Back to 118lbs so I figure most of the 5lbs I lost was water weight since I couldn't even keep my own saliva down for a while. Oh well... whatever

I'm conflicted about losing weight/maintaining curves. I do like having some meat on my bones but I miss my carefree skinny days style. I enjoy looking like a woman now instead of a 15 yr old girl but I don't like trying to find styles that "flatter" my new curves (read: hide bulges).

I just need to get comfortable with myself again or for the first time. whatever I can't maintain the strict diets. I like food...fattening, sweet, salty, pasta-y. I think there can be something sensual about a good meal. The richness of the flavor and savoring every bite. I'm a moaning eater...if the meal warrants an eye-rolling, point to your mouth as your chew moan then thats what it gets.

I think before I became a mother I was willing to go the extra mile but then I didn't have to. At 21, 5ft and 98lbs, I couldn't ever make it to 100lbs and I ate like a starved buffalo pig.

I guess when I go down to NC I'll sweat some pounds off as soon as I step off the plane. tongue

My happy medium is not being concerned about the numbers but slimming my thighs and flattening my stomach. That way I'll have some curve to swerve but not too much jiggle to wiggle. confused Just go with it. tongue

Yes, I'm goin' to Carolina in my mind...
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ultraman:
yay! youll be stateside for a while. biggrin hit me up if you can. i bid you great journey... wink

kiss
Aug 27, 2005
liquids:
feeling better, thanks for asking, sorry for my delay, i go through phases with my hobbies, pick something up....put it down...yada yada.....you were definitly no mistake.......I am interested in some of the ethnic women that are on this site, it just seems to be a shortage of us that venture to alternative style and culture....and i think you are a cutey kiss
Aug 28, 2005

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