The Darkness commented in his journal the other day about how wonderful parenthood was and I must agree.
Of course, I have the most beautiful baby that ever has or ever will exist (every parent does
). I can't even describe how happy she makes me feel. Every morning she wakes up with a big smile for me and of course, she is the only one that gets a morning smile from me. Ha. When she's on my hip and her little hands grasp at my arms or she delivers one of her head-butt open mouth slob kisses wherever her head lands on my face and even when she's crying and trying to squinch her eyes to force out tears and stops to look every couple seconds to see if she is getting noticed...my heart just swells with an indescribeable, fierce love.
It seems so odd being a mom sometimes esp. since motherhood so soon was not in with my 'single till 25' lifeplan. Ha. But, I can't imagine anything or anyone else providing as much joy, love, and purpose to my life.
Yay for parenthood and my little pookie pie!
Of course, I have the most beautiful baby that ever has or ever will exist (every parent does
). I can't even describe how happy she makes me feel. Every morning she wakes up with a big smile for me and of course, she is the only one that gets a morning smile from me. Ha. When she's on my hip and her little hands grasp at my arms or she delivers one of her head-butt open mouth slob kisses wherever her head lands on my face and even when she's crying and trying to squinch her eyes to force out tears and stops to look every couple seconds to see if she is getting noticed...my heart just swells with an indescribeable, fierce love.
It seems so odd being a mom sometimes esp. since motherhood so soon was not in with my 'single till 25' lifeplan. Ha. But, I can't imagine anything or anyone else providing as much joy, love, and purpose to my life.
Yay for parenthood and my little pookie pie!
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being home with pants these past almost 2 years has been the greatest experience of my life. i didnt know what love was, hadnt even been offered a sliver until he was born.
i'll never deny that he wasnt a mistake. his conception and birth were not planned well if at all but i could never dream in the most lucid nightmare of not having tiny love.