Its slow going around here, I guess. 
I'm so excited I could *skeet*...I mean, *squee*!
I've decided to do some restocking of my anime collection which means getting rid of VHS and buying DVD.
This has been something I've both dreaded and anticipated for a while. I've spent many hundreds of dollars on my anime so I am expecting to rake out the cash over...
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I'm so excited I could *skeet*...I mean, *squee*!
I've decided to do some restocking of my anime collection which means getting rid of VHS and buying DVD.
This has been something I've both dreaded and anticipated for a while. I've spent many hundreds of dollars on my anime so I am expecting to rake out the cash over...
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My best friend emailed me to say that she got engaged yesterday and wants me to be in her wedding in December. 
I can't stand her fiance. He was supposed to propose to her over a year ago but kept her waiting with stupid excuses and ever stupider accusations of infidelity. Meanwhile, she has been taking care of his child by another woman as if...
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I can't stand her fiance. He was supposed to propose to her over a year ago but kept her waiting with stupid excuses and ever stupider accusations of infidelity. Meanwhile, she has been taking care of his child by another woman as if...
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another day...Hmm, I thought Ember's Inuyasha set was going to have some costumes or at least a plushie. Somewhat misleading for this Inuyasha fan. Someone should dress up as Sesshoumaru or Derringer Meryl from Trigun.
*drools*
Yes, I crush on anime characters.
*drools*
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zenichols:
Thank you for your beautiful words.
To acknowledge what you have and then take action (even if it is one step at a time) must be a constant struggle. One that would be a lot easier to say, "Well, I tried" and walk away from than stick it out.
One of the things that I seem to deal with the most in my mind is the struggle to want to do more for the world. It's a constant reminder in my mind that haunts me everyday. I must say since I don't feel like I'm doing much at the moment this feeling seems to drive me to the point of self loathing sometimes. I question my abilities and sincerity constantly. But with my personality I don't think this would change easily in the future. I have this big feeling that if I don't do something great than I will have wasted my life and let the people of the world down. I know this sounds like I take too much on for one person but it is hard for anyone to change the way they feel.
To acknowledge what you have and then take action (even if it is one step at a time) must be a constant struggle. One that would be a lot easier to say, "Well, I tried" and walk away from than stick it out.
One of the things that I seem to deal with the most in my mind is the struggle to want to do more for the world. It's a constant reminder in my mind that haunts me everyday. I must say since I don't feel like I'm doing much at the moment this feeling seems to drive me to the point of self loathing sometimes. I question my abilities and sincerity constantly. But with my personality I don't think this would change easily in the future. I have this big feeling that if I don't do something great than I will have wasted my life and let the people of the world down. I know this sounds like I take too much on for one person but it is hard for anyone to change the way they feel.
iamphoto:
you know i would. anytime
I'll update in a minute...lot of drama (not mine) and moving back to NC preparations underway.
I miss ya'll
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I've decided to return to UNC in the spring. I was accepted to UNC-FSU (Fayetteville State) but after all the time/effort I put in at Carolina I feel it would be best to swallow my pride and finish it out there. I know people of...
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I miss ya'll
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I've decided to return to UNC in the spring. I was accepted to UNC-FSU (Fayetteville State) but after all the time/effort I put in at Carolina I feel it would be best to swallow my pride and finish it out there. I know people of...
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iamphoto:
miss you hun
chai:
send u a hug girl
I've turned in my college transfer application to UNC-FSU so now theres just the waiting for my acceptance letter. Yes, I've determined that I will be accepted. If I reapplied to UNC I would be accepted since I'm still in good-standing, there's no reason why UNC-FSU would have a problem where UNC wouldn't. Yes, I'm kinda hating on UNC-FSU but, meh, I'll be a Tarheel...
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delco:
I love vegas thats where my wife and i had our first date.
I hope you have fun.
I hope you have fun.
ormunroe:
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I haven't been on as much as I'd like. I'm in the middle of trying to transfer to college in NC and make arrangements for moving back to NC and the Las Vegas trip my husband wants to take.
We had been planning to have his mother watch the baby but he decides last minute that he doesn't think she'll do it (he hasn't even...
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We had been planning to have his mother watch the baby but he decides last minute that he doesn't think she'll do it (he hasn't even...
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delco:
sounds like he is afraid to ask his mom all men become little boys when it comes to there moms.
thedarkness:
When I saw her, the first thing that came to mind is that you would like that. I also wanted her picture.
My husband is out tonight with the guys. They are going to a stripclub with the hopes of getting a friend hammered so the strippers will get him on stage and de-pants and de-underwear him. Apparently, this club has a rep. of that happening for the unsuspecting newbies. Men.
I went over my non-clubbing married friend's house (M) tonight and she told me that the...
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Men.
I went over my non-clubbing married friend's house (M) tonight and she told me that the...
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9ine:
I don't think that you have enough space for drama queens in your life at this point in time. I'm sure that she will find someone else to play with...
iamphoto:
Hey Hun, long time no talk. It sucks, my laptop blew a Harddrive. So im on less. Email me anytime though.
The thought that there is 'nothing new under the sun' is both comforting and sad. Where did I read that from? The bible? Hmm.
My husband said he may be coming home tomorrow (a day early). It will be nice to have him back although I'll miss the little feeling of independence having the house to myself and the car at my disposal 24/7 bring....
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My husband said he may be coming home tomorrow (a day early). It will be nice to have him back although I'll miss the little feeling of independence having the house to myself and the car at my disposal 24/7 bring....
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salomegoddess:
Hey Luv- just wanted to say hi and I hope all os well down by you
dirrrty:
Hence why I dont hang out with ANY military folks around here...
The other night my nosey neighbor say me and Red_Flynn coming back from a beer run. I'm always worried about what might happen, but I dont really care.. People can talk but they can't tell my husband and I how to live our lives.
You know.. we should hang out sometime!
The other night my nosey neighbor say me and Red_Flynn coming back from a beer run. I'm always worried about what might happen, but I dont really care.. People can talk but they can't tell my husband and I how to live our lives.
You know.. we should hang out sometime!
Well, I didn't get back from the club until 5am. Yes. That is the latest I've ever been out in all my clubbin' experience.
So, our other married girlfriend wasn't able to come because she got sick so it was just me and the new girlfriend. When I saw what she was wearing I couldn't hide the 
. She is a very shapely woman and...
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So, our other married girlfriend wasn't able to come because she got sick so it was just me and the new girlfriend.
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delco:
Sounds like you had a good time.
She was probably coming on to you BUT your right it s hard to know what woman's intentions are.
She was probably coming on to you BUT your right it s hard to know what woman's intentions are.
9ine:
Hello my sweet friend
Thank you for your wishes. We will try to have some good times over here on this island.
It seems like you had some fun and that makes me happy. I hope that you will have more fun soon. I feel that you at least deserve it after all you've been through. I read all your journals...but I don't always have something to write...
Thank you for your wishes. We will try to have some good times over here on this island.
It seems like you had some fun and that makes me happy. I hope that you will have more fun soon. I feel that you at least deserve it after all you've been through. I read all your journals...but I don't always have something to write...
Well, today I ended up getting together with my two married girl friends and we went around downtown looking for curtains, picked up their husbands and went to a local castle for a bit, then came back and chilled at the house w/ the kids.
The new girlfriend pretty much volunteered her husband to watch my baby so me and her can go out next...
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The new girlfriend pretty much volunteered her husband to watch my baby so me and her can go out next...
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thedarkness:
"It feels naughty like licking melted chocolate from your fingers while someone is watching."
Now that would be a good visual. What is wrong in checking out another lady? If she is as good looking as you described her, then there should no problem in appreciating her appearance.
Now that would be a good visual. What is wrong in checking out another lady? If she is as good looking as you described her, then there should no problem in appreciating her appearance.
dayva:
In response to your comment to me: That sucks. I have the opposite problem (minus the available playmate 
) shokwave pretty much gave me the go ahead, but I'm too scared of him being hurt to actually do anything about it. 
) shokwave pretty much gave me the go ahead, but I'm too scared of him being hurt to actually do anything about it.
lots of internation love to you & yours.