fucking tired. still. but i went to the doc's yesterday, and got tested for some stuff, and apparently i'm getting (marginally) better.
my health is a work in progress. i can't necessarily say the same thing about my mental state. i think i need to move. stagnation is the only thing on the menu right now.
i'm going to lake tahoe on thursday for a family reunion. i'm driving up alone, since my boy can't/won't go with me. meh.
i've done it before, but it's really boring. i'm already extremely introverted, but when i drive alone for long periods of time, it's almost impossible to come out of into a family situation (where there are thousands of people asking you about every detail of your life they can remember).
my cousin sarah drives me insane. and i'm going to be around her for four days. it's not like i can escape her, either. she follows me wherever i go, and when she goes somewhere, she asks me to come. ahhh! she doesn't understand the concept of alone time. which is something i need. oh well. i will go swimming. she doesn't like to swim, so she'll probably just tan. haha. the only way i'm going to be alone is if i'm in water.
sigh.
my boyfriend is hot. sometimes i don't really think about it. but yesterday i was looking at him, and i said to myself, "wow, molly. you have an extremely hot boyfriend. you should jump on him."
even though sometimes he drives me crazy, i love that boy so very, very much. we have the best conversations. i feel like i can't talk coherently to anyone but him, because he almost always gets my meaning. and if he doesn't he says so. which is refreshing. we philosophize constantly, and have wonderful arguements. we have different values, but similar thought processes, so it helps get new ideas flowing. he is my very bestest friend.
blah blah blah.
sorry for the mush-fest.
also: i think Luckieis super cute.
her set kind of confused me (cars, no cars, bathtub??) but she is undeniably hot, and the photo quality was good. so. looky!
woot.
![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
i'm going to lake tahoe on thursday for a family reunion. i'm driving up alone, since my boy can't/won't go with me. meh.
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
my cousin sarah drives me insane. and i'm going to be around her for four days. it's not like i can escape her, either. she follows me wherever i go, and when she goes somewhere, she asks me to come. ahhh! she doesn't understand the concept of alone time. which is something i need. oh well. i will go swimming. she doesn't like to swim, so she'll probably just tan. haha. the only way i'm going to be alone is if i'm in water.
![whatever](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/rollseyes.21cb35fd0ec2.gif)
my boyfriend is hot. sometimes i don't really think about it. but yesterday i was looking at him, and i said to myself, "wow, molly. you have an extremely hot boyfriend. you should jump on him."
![tongue](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/tongue.55c59c6cdad7.gif)
![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
blah blah blah.
sorry for the mush-fest.
![surreal](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/surreal.c4753148b56b.gif)
![robot](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/robot.fb056bc6fb87.gif)
![kiss](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/kiss.fdbea70b77bb.gif)
also: i think Luckieis super cute.
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
her set kind of confused me (cars, no cars, bathtub??) but she is undeniably hot, and the photo quality was good. so. looky!
woot.
![tongue](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/tongue.55c59c6cdad7.gif)