I really hate interacting with people. When I have to talk to someone I feel like such an awkward little freak. ergh. 
I decided that instead of taking off, I'm going to just try and do new things around here. Try to meet some new people, or something. Unless I scare them away with my nervousness. I feel like every time I say something, I stutter, or give way too much information. Man. I need to relearn how to communicate, because this is LAME.
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Self esteem is at an extreme low. Lame lame lame. I'm going to a psychiatrist now, but I don't really know if it's going to help me. I basically just talk about crap, then he says something really unhelpful like, "You're really sensitive. Very empathetic." Yes, I know. Thanks very much. Now give me some drugs, please. Trouble is, he doesn't like to "involve pharmocopia." Which I guess I get, but at this point I would like to try it. grrrrr.
I decided that instead of taking off, I'm going to just try and do new things around here. Try to meet some new people, or something. Unless I scare them away with my nervousness. I feel like every time I say something, I stutter, or give way too much information. Man. I need to relearn how to communicate, because this is LAME.
blah.
Self esteem is at an extreme low. Lame lame lame. I'm going to a psychiatrist now, but I don't really know if it's going to help me. I basically just talk about crap, then he says something really unhelpful like, "You're really sensitive. Very empathetic." Yes, I know. Thanks very much. Now give me some drugs, please. Trouble is, he doesn't like to "involve pharmocopia." Which I guess I get, but at this point I would like to try it. grrrrr.
tadzi:
ive never been good at talking to people. but ive gotten better over the last several months. hopefully itll happen to you, too. 