orionsjuniper

Well things are much better these days. I am seeing someone now. He is really cool. I like him. Trying to move forward with life. It is hard tho, I do still think about Jerry. I loved him so much. I guess there are some things that I will never know. I will never know why he left. He wont be a man and just...
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Days off are always so random. I love them dont get me wrong.

I seem to spend alot of time reading e-mails that i have read many times before. Trying to understand what has taken place. It feels like a train reck. So suddenly and without notice. Trying to let go of that one person you love..... because you have no other choice, is one...
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What a shitty day. A cold front came thru last night, weather was pretty bad for oklahoma. So business was super slow. two of my employees called in sick, Im sick as well. I have been emotional all day long.

When you are in love and it is good you feel like you can do anything. But when it is taken from you thru betrail...
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Hello, just converted this page from my X's to mine since I pay for it. so thats why all the rest of my journey is weird.

anyhow if you are a man and you cheat on your girlfriend, you are not really a man at all. Have the balls to be honest, and end it before you start something new.

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