ok here's the deal. i had my annual january freak out which starte early around the xmas hell period. i've been learning a lot about this supposed bullshit that is 'mental illness" and the more i get through this shit the more i'm aware that i'm just a really sensitive person. after three months in a cast unable to move around or drive, work, go to school, got dancing...anyone would fuckig lose it and their idea of medicating me because i'm depressed is fuckingannoying in the slightest way and completely outrageous. more than ever before i'm feeling like the idea of diagnosing someone can just be bullshit.
in the mean time i cancelled all these accounts and any trail i had that involved me actually connecting with anyone.
i broke down on new year's day and wrote a pretty pathetic email to all my friends and explained that i was feeling shitty. i actually asked for help and fucked if i didn't get a ton of support. my friend from sf sent me THREE CARTONS OF PARLIAMENTS!
i have more to say on this but i'm tired.
gay girls only rocks.
in the mean time i cancelled all these accounts and any trail i had that involved me actually connecting with anyone.
i broke down on new year's day and wrote a pretty pathetic email to all my friends and explained that i was feeling shitty. i actually asked for help and fucked if i didn't get a ton of support. my friend from sf sent me THREE CARTONS OF PARLIAMENTS!
i have more to say on this but i'm tired.
gay girls only rocks.
if you need someone to talk to I'm here!!!