ok here's good things.
1) i got dsl in my apartment
2) i think i'm pretty serious about moving back to california, though i'm not sure if la is really a good idea
3) i just ate really good potatoes
4) a cute girl wrote back to me (she's in la)
5)i'm joining the gym
6) because i've got dsl i can go back to...
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1) i got dsl in my apartment
2) i think i'm pretty serious about moving back to california, though i'm not sure if la is really a good idea
3) i just ate really good potatoes
4) a cute girl wrote back to me (she's in la)
5)i'm joining the gym
6) because i've got dsl i can go back to...
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ginary:
enjoy your drunkness 
ginary:
Thank u 
so what questions did you have?
so what questions did you have?ok here's the deal. i had my annual january freak out which starte early around the xmas hell period. i've been learning a lot about this supposed bullshit that is 'mental illness" and the more i get through this shit the more i'm aware that i'm just a really sensitive person. after three months in a cast unable to move around or drive, work, go...
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that_kid:
cheer up
if you need someone to talk to I'm here!!!
if you need someone to talk to I'm here!!!
okay so i changed my name since i realized that everyone who googled my email would find out that i liked ecstasy and porn. although this is fine in my personal life my local pastor whose trolling for girls would see me and tell my parents.that and i don't need the exposure to people who are looking for me from high school.then, of course i'm...
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okay it's june and i'm in vermont.i am staying at a buddhist retreat center. the door to the computer room is closed so i guess it's kind of funny mixing the sacred with the profane. the girls only group has yet to accept me. i await the treasure it promises. more later. to the two people who read this.
gamma:
Wow, a Buddhist retreat center!? That sounds so peaceful...I hope you are enjoying it! 
How's things been lately?
How's things been lately?
orionshoulder:
i love quinne
i am having a short hair craving. i want long hair but i want to have a nice mohawk or something. short short short, i was looking at old pictures and i miss short hair. i like fucked up home hair cuts. i really do. girls with short hair make me so happy. it literally changes my perspective on them. something to do with the...
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my god, i've not been here a month and i've stored up like 70 pics in my favorite section. what will i do? okay i'll do something, but maybe i shouldn't hoard pretty girl pictures. maybe i should make posters out of them.
gamma:
Hey I never thought of that! Posters! What a novel idea! 
I think I am going to just ignore the "friend" and hope he goes away...he only recently came back into my life after a 2 year hiatus (in which I didn't actually miss his absence). The problem is he keeps popping up unannounced at my other friend's house and annoying with talk of his underage girlfriend while we are trying to have intellectual conversations about literature. It's really annoying. Not to mention the fact that he is totally condescending to all of us and shouldn't be since he didn't even pass his GED test. UGG! I'm beginning to hate people
I think I am going to just ignore the "friend" and hope he goes away...he only recently came back into my life after a 2 year hiatus (in which I didn't actually miss his absence). The problem is he keeps popping up unannounced at my other friend's house and annoying with talk of his underage girlfriend while we are trying to have intellectual conversations about literature. It's really annoying. Not to mention the fact that he is totally condescending to all of us and shouldn't be since he didn't even pass his GED test. UGG! I'm beginning to hate people
dyme and twilly. that keeping warm set makes me so , well, warm. i'm definitely past the point of girl withdrawal, but am still thinking bout the ex. which is fine. she was amazing, but that was a long damn time ago. like, centuries. which is fine. i can keep telling myself it's fine.is it fine?
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malady:
Mmm that is a nice warm set.
It will be fine. Just keep telling yourself that, and one day it will suddenly hit you - "Oh yeah! It really IS fine! Imagine that."
It will be fine. Just keep telling yourself that, and one day it will suddenly hit you - "Oh yeah! It really IS fine! Imagine that."
gamma:
It's hard to get over exes but eventually you will move on ... you WILL suddenly wake up and it will hit you that you no longer need to torture yourself over it.
Springfield College is right around the corner from where I live...I looked at going there originally because of the proximity to my house but decided against it because of the very same thing you told me: Jocks Although Umass isn't exactly much better...too many "kids" that make me feel really old.
Springfield College is right around the corner from where I live...I looked at going there originally because of the proximity to my house but decided against it because of the very same thing you told me: Jocks
Although Umass isn't exactly much better...too many "kids" that make me feel really old. i'm making pisitivity a word.it's like a state of pissed.
fuck positivity.
fuck positivity.
lunchbox_____:
I'm gonna use that, if you don't mind.
orionshoulder:
latest sculptures
i'm just so excited. but i can't do my work. i just can't. i know that eventually i will be able to do both but i am a little too excited.
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fatality:
About being on the site?!
orionshoulder:
yeah, maybe i'm just dorking out but i feel like i've found a treasure trove. i want to , i don't know, i just feel like it's a good thing.
-i know.dork. right? yeah. i'm not really sure how to go about it all. but i've got shitloads of work to do anyway so it's best i stay offline anyway. ha. regulating things has never been my forte.
-i know.dork. right? yeah. i'm not really sure how to go about it all. but i've got shitloads of work to do anyway so it's best i stay offline anyway. ha. regulating things has never been my forte.