i am strangely aware that i have created shit in the past few weeks yet feel completely self righteous anyway. i spent a third of the day pretending i was on a movie set and taht when i made dinner i was making it for my costars. this is the kind of shit i do. maybe other people don't do this. i think that i...
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oh. shit.
seriously, if you think that i'm negelecting my friends here you have no idea how i'm falling short on the getting anything done point. there's something in the universe trying to stop me from doing any work. i have been in my bed for twelve days fevered and crazy and in so much bizarre pain that i feel like it's no wonder that...
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seriously, if you think that i'm negelecting my friends here you have no idea how i'm falling short on the getting anything done point. there's something in the universe trying to stop me from doing any work. i have been in my bed for twelve days fevered and crazy and in so much bizarre pain that i feel like it's no wonder that...
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munt:
hello 
kaffeine:
That is too funny. I have a friend, a cute little baby butch, who I crushed on for ages. She worked at the coffee stand in the mall where I also worked. I bought tea from her twice a day, every day, and it took forever just to jearn her name.
I called her "Jailbait" for nearly a year.
I called her "Jailbait" for nearly a year.
in a continual onslaught of internet weirdness i got an email today from rockstar. fucking bizarre. seriously, i have no idea why i'm having bizarre men issues all of the sudden, but at least the rs and i have put the arrows in the ground.maybe because i apologized first.
kaffeine:
Men issues? Rock stars? How is this?
I hate having to be the first to apologize.
And you know what? You don't have to do anything *for* me to win my heart... I love people for who they are.
xoxo
I hate having to be the first to apologize.
And you know what? You don't have to do anything *for* me to win my heart... I love people for who they are.
xoxo
totally having computer problems today, i can't message anyone. this is dorky. but maybe it's just telling me to take a break from my oh so successful internet communications. so , i'll get back to you i promise but i have to bring the computer in i think. damn.
quirky:
Why were you staring at me in chat the other night, anyway?
kaffeine:
So you're saying you're normally a cunning linguist? 
*sound of head emptying itself onto canvas*
i feel dizzy. i hear it's going around.
these are the kind of days when i think i should absolutely not try to coexist with humans.
again, it's alll good and i'm not depressed but i am tremendously confused.i need to talk to someon in person about shit but it's late. i'm not making sense to anyone on...
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i feel dizzy. i hear it's going around.
these are the kind of days when i think i should absolutely not try to coexist with humans.
again, it's alll good and i'm not depressed but i am tremendously confused.i need to talk to someon in person about shit but it's late. i'm not making sense to anyone on...
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jaimeeka:
what's wrong? 
listening to the broadcast of a local "poetry slam" which BIT. i just wish that i had heard of it before now, i totally would have gone. no that's not true i would have thought about going.
but seriously, i am full of myself these days, strangely supported by rejections, i feel unstoppable. i am doing so many things at the same time shit man...
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but seriously, i am full of myself these days, strangely supported by rejections, i feel unstoppable. i am doing so many things at the same time shit man...
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mark , it's about mark. he pisses me off. it's fucking mark.
Won't you please let me go
These words lie inside they hurt me so
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what I want to do
I'm not the kind that needs to tell you
Just what you want me to
I saw you this morning
I thought that you might like to know
I received your message in full a...
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These words lie inside they hurt me so
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what I want to do
I'm not the kind that needs to tell you
Just what you want me to
I saw you this morning
I thought that you might like to know
I received your message in full a...
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orionshoulder:
addendum: this was on a cd sent to me in a package by the lost boy. this is not about you.
okay i totally didn't mean for this to happen but i really like it. i'm accidentally back in school for real. which is good. i am over stimulated in general by all the good people and bad people, whether to take sculpture or painting for the fun of it and which one, and the fact that i have yet to sleep cause i was up...
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hung over. suprise. slept til 7.ate macaroni and cheesee for some reason.
all these things combined make one feel like a winner...let me assure you.
still..fun was had most definitely.
all these things combined make one feel like a winner...let me assure you.
still..fun was had most definitely.
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munt:
low skies. wont let me edit it.
glassheart:
you were so cute tonight in chat. 
oh wait i'm so haaaaaaaaaaaaaaapy
gamma:
I love your new pic...it's really cool! How have things been? I mean I see that you weren't too thrilled in your last post, and I'm betting that you're not 100% in this post either
aww soooo drunk. i hadn't intended for this night to end up online in this particularly randy mood, but so be it.
i haven't gone out in so long and the last two nights have been such stimulus. i am going crazy in a whole new good way.
it's time to start dating again. shit i don't know if i'm spelling badly or not.
alright...
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i haven't gone out in so long and the last two nights have been such stimulus. i am going crazy in a whole new good way.
it's time to start dating again. shit i don't know if i'm spelling badly or not.
alright...
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ive been having interesting dreams lately. its funny when on line people creep into dreams.
its them, but its not them. its whatever your imagination comes up with.
have you ever been to queens?
after my grandfather died we found his journal, which was specifically his dreams. i have never looked at them because i was 10 when he died.
but anyway, it is cool that you can remember it in such detail.