oriole

My yearly year in review:
January: The happiest I have ever been with another person.
started doing origami.

Feburary:
Had a valentine who deeply cared about and who gave me a rose and a sex toy.
I moved for the first time this year into the studio deal.

March: Goodbye my heart.

April: Continuation of numbness.

May:
Moved for the second time to the North...
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Slept with mopeder last night. I still smell him in my bed and on my clothes. The first half was great, but overall the whole thing was bad timing. Do over please? We haven't talked about it or us or anything. My anxiety this week is horrible.

I go back and forth with thinking mopeder is an asshole. We hung out the other night. He kept calling himself a jerk. We were sitting at the bar waiting for him to show up and as soon as I saw him I couldn't stop grinning like an idiot. But then I see him mention his ladyfriend on Facebook.

Pittsburgh for two weeks on Wednesday....
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Mopder had a long distance relationship thing going this entire time. Asshole. He didn't think that he'd have such a strong reaction to her coming back and apparently ending it. Asshole.

Ichi is still in love with his ex.

I forgot to write my rent check.

Fuck and double fuck. Nothing is ok.

My heart is closed. Not for repairs, but to add a a...
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I"m feeling very unloved. I don't feel unwanted or unwelcome, but not understood. last night was rough, I didn't care all that much about going out in the first place then I was really cold and didn't have anyone to talk to. Life is suddenly rough again. Great.

Padre: I don't know. Something in me turned back off. I haven't seen either of my two...
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Oh, Planned Parenthood is the best. Hooray for preventive health care including free birth control. No baby birds for me!

I fell asleep last night with my fingers in his beard. He woke me up in the middle of the night by kissing my forehead. He gave me my stuffed dinosaur to cuddle when he left.

Accent Challenge! I didn't watch i't before posting, keeping it true and accurate to me. (For better or worse). The total disconnect from what I hear versus what everyone else hears is, I suspect, why I'll never be able to sing.


And the questions for anyone that wishes to try this out for themselves.
- Your name.
- Where you're from.
- Pronounce the following...
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