oriole

Slept with Ichi the ex last night. Both figuratively and literally.
There was a get together at his house, all of a sudden it was after the buses stop running and I was about to pass out. I couldn't decide if I wanted to get the rest I really needed to stay awake and enjoy being touched by someone like that. Warm, soft,strong skin. Mmm. I don't feel dirty or guilty or anything like I would expect.

Oh and I went on a date with a guy that reminds me of a more...normal or mainstream version of Ichi. Totally a nerd.

I might get the fucking birthday I've been waiting for finally.