sometimes
you can't say things
words stick in your mouth like a big ball
of peatnut butter
instead of spitting them out
you mouth them
when he's not looking.
or when he lays next to you
gently snoring
to his warm back
and you nod off to sleep
with your arms around him
hoping his dreams are of you
and no one else
i crave something i cannot have
i am not a poet, so shoot me.
i'm in the new sublet today.
it's weird.
my roomate is really shy.
i spent last night with my dad
fucking nightmare.
but kind of okay.
i wish he wasn't so judgemental
and half assed.
my tummy hurts today
and i have a scratch in a place that shall remain un-named, and it hurts like hell.
you can't say things
words stick in your mouth like a big ball
of peatnut butter
instead of spitting them out
you mouth them
when he's not looking.
or when he lays next to you
gently snoring
to his warm back
and you nod off to sleep
with your arms around him
hoping his dreams are of you
and no one else

i crave something i cannot have
i am not a poet, so shoot me.
i'm in the new sublet today.
it's weird.
my roomate is really shy.
i spent last night with my dad
fucking nightmare.
but kind of okay.
i wish he wasn't so judgemental
and half assed.
my tummy hurts today
and i have a scratch in a place that shall remain un-named, and it hurts like hell.

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