Thursday Dec 16, 2004

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today i've felt like a WARROIR




nothing could get in my way. kiss





*edited to add*

it's been over six months since jared morris died. and i still can't look at a picture of him without crying. he helped me take my first small steps into self improvement (would you believe i used to be worse than i am now?) and i wish SO BADLY that he could be here to see where i'm at now. i want him to come for more walks in the rain with me. i want to go to diners at 2am and pig the fuck out. i want to be able to call his cell when i'm excited about how well my job interveiw went and not get a "we're sorry, this phone has been disconnected" message. i want him to COME HOME. i'm selfish. i was not ready for him to die. i was not ready to not have him here anymore. and it sucks. frown
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yuriel:
yay biggrin
EL SUICIDO LOCO
hahhaha yes whosyourlibra thats it steal my witty repoirte!
cunninglinquist:
losing a friend is always hard, when the die young it seems much worse. when i was in college one of the guys in my dorm i knew from high school and sports, and we got to knoe each other much better there. we made arrangement to go out to see a rock group on the saturday after thanksgiving. the night before for some reason i went for a drive on the way home from work, i went about 8 miles out of my way to go home and saw an accident on the side of the road with the police and ambulances. i saw the green car but it wasnt anyones i knew. the next morning on the way to work i heard that my friend had been killed in a car accident(that had been him on a first date in his dads car). i could not even bear to go to the funeral and never went to see his parents, i could not face them. one day at the doctors, in the waiting room was his dad, we talked after the appointment and i finally could put my friend to rest

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