I am very excited about my first session on the "Spawn" movie. It's tomorrow morning with another session in the afternoon. I also just got the word that there is going to be a camera crew there. It's me and a bunch of celebrities so I can sort of understand why. (I'll let you all know who when I find out tomorrow. I know Carl Weathers, Michael Jai White and Keith David but that's it) It's probably going to be for the "special features" portion of the DVD. Still, I haven't been on camera in nearly 14 years so it's making me a little edgy. I really wanted to go out and celebrate tonight but it's looking like everyone is busy.
I don't know... I'm in a wierd place right now. I had 2 auditions today. Both of which were for products that I already do the voice over for. That's always a bit unnerving. It sends the message that they are looking to replace me but stil want to give me that chance to earn a job that I already proved I could do. It's not as though it doesn't happen all of the time but 2 in one day when I'm already a bit stressed was kind of harsh.
Had the boy for the day and night last night. The ex had a dinner party to go to. I never mind taking him but the goodbye is always hard for me. I often wonder where her priorities are. During the weeks when I have him I make plans that either include him or I am unavailable to go out. I just worry that it is going to send him the signal that mommy doesn't want him around when it's inconvenient. I remember feeling that way a bit when I was a kid. Of course her folks are still married so she doesn't have that frame of reference.
Went out to dinner with the girl who blew me off a couple of weeks ago. She and the boy and I went to "Bob's Big Boy" in Burbank. It's historic and she had never been. He's got a bit of a crush on her anyway since she does several cartoon characters that he likes. Not a date just a nice friendly dinner since he was there. I have been trying to keep him sheltered from my social life as much as possible. It can be tough on kids when the parents start to date again.
Anyway.. back to the address book to try and find someone to do something with. I gotta get out of the house tonight or I'll go nuts.
Oh and thanks for the comments. It makes me feel good every time I log on and see that I have some
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I don't know... I'm in a wierd place right now. I had 2 auditions today. Both of which were for products that I already do the voice over for. That's always a bit unnerving. It sends the message that they are looking to replace me but stil want to give me that chance to earn a job that I already proved I could do. It's not as though it doesn't happen all of the time but 2 in one day when I'm already a bit stressed was kind of harsh.
Had the boy for the day and night last night. The ex had a dinner party to go to. I never mind taking him but the goodbye is always hard for me. I often wonder where her priorities are. During the weeks when I have him I make plans that either include him or I am unavailable to go out. I just worry that it is going to send him the signal that mommy doesn't want him around when it's inconvenient. I remember feeling that way a bit when I was a kid. Of course her folks are still married so she doesn't have that frame of reference.
Went out to dinner with the girl who blew me off a couple of weeks ago. She and the boy and I went to "Bob's Big Boy" in Burbank. It's historic and she had never been. He's got a bit of a crush on her anyway since she does several cartoon characters that he likes. Not a date just a nice friendly dinner since he was there. I have been trying to keep him sheltered from my social life as much as possible. It can be tough on kids when the parents start to date again.
Anyway.. back to the address book to try and find someone to do something with. I gotta get out of the house tonight or I'll go nuts.
Oh and thanks for the comments. It makes me feel good every time I log on and see that I have some
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It always such a beautiful thing when fathers are strong enough to put their children's feelings and needs into consideration with things they do, prioritize and stick with it. There is a severe shortage of guys like you. I think as long as you are honest, open, and always enforce and share your love you wont need to worry about the sheltering so much....moderation is important though, but i am sure you know that ..........oh, I saw queens of the stone age earlier this year in D.C., they kicked ASS!
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Thank you for the birthday wishes
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