I went home for a stag and doe this weekend. While I almost blew it with poor planning, everything turned out okay.
I'm starting to learn that when I'm thinking of someone heavily, I need to get in contact with them. I don't know what it is. I just know.... maybe I'm just having a 'psychic moment' lately.
I wish I could cut through it though... obviously me thinking about my ex isn't a 'moment' or else she would have contacted me. On that front... I feel the stability coming back in where I feel better about 'that'. Whats going to happen though... is I'm going to get an email or communique from her that'll turn me upside down. While I look forward to getting closure, I really just wish it would happen. I have a few questions to ease my soul.
At the stag & doe the brides drunk as cousin asked me about my ex... it was a little bit of a hot topic as I seem a little more open to talking about it. I did almost cry while talking about it.... The drunk cousin is apparently a button pusher when he's drunk... but what he was saying did deserve a punch to the mouth. I sent a warning through the bride that if he does that again at the wedding.... I will knock him out. I'm not afraid of getting beat up... and I'm not afraid of losing a fight... but I am looking forward to kicking his face in if it comes to it.
The stag & doe went really well. There was a couple of really sexy girls there and plenty of hick types of people to laugh at. I miss some really apparently bad dirty jokes my buddies step-father tells. I made my way to the dance floor and did my 'happy feet' dancing. Which attracted a girl who was on a date with a 'cowboy' wannabe. We ended up grinding on the dance floor, and had some very reactive chemistry. Luckily when drunky-button-pushing-magoo asked me about my ex... she handled it really well. She really complimented me and said exactly the right things. She will be passing through Toronto weekly, so I hope to see her again. Failing anything else... I think she'd be a great friend.
This whole thing has just taught me that I need to get out more. Soon enough I'll be downtown tearing it up. One bad date is one bad date.... and I need to be more aggressive about meeting girls.
Oh... lol while I was at the Stag & Doe, this weird dude I met at a party asked me to come had tag team some chick. I've met this guy twice and avoided him the 2nd time I met him.... what a freak.
I'm starting to learn that when I'm thinking of someone heavily, I need to get in contact with them. I don't know what it is. I just know.... maybe I'm just having a 'psychic moment' lately.
I wish I could cut through it though... obviously me thinking about my ex isn't a 'moment' or else she would have contacted me. On that front... I feel the stability coming back in where I feel better about 'that'. Whats going to happen though... is I'm going to get an email or communique from her that'll turn me upside down. While I look forward to getting closure, I really just wish it would happen. I have a few questions to ease my soul.
At the stag & doe the brides drunk as cousin asked me about my ex... it was a little bit of a hot topic as I seem a little more open to talking about it. I did almost cry while talking about it.... The drunk cousin is apparently a button pusher when he's drunk... but what he was saying did deserve a punch to the mouth. I sent a warning through the bride that if he does that again at the wedding.... I will knock him out. I'm not afraid of getting beat up... and I'm not afraid of losing a fight... but I am looking forward to kicking his face in if it comes to it.
The stag & doe went really well. There was a couple of really sexy girls there and plenty of hick types of people to laugh at. I miss some really apparently bad dirty jokes my buddies step-father tells. I made my way to the dance floor and did my 'happy feet' dancing. Which attracted a girl who was on a date with a 'cowboy' wannabe. We ended up grinding on the dance floor, and had some very reactive chemistry. Luckily when drunky-button-pushing-magoo asked me about my ex... she handled it really well. She really complimented me and said exactly the right things. She will be passing through Toronto weekly, so I hope to see her again. Failing anything else... I think she'd be a great friend.
This whole thing has just taught me that I need to get out more. Soon enough I'll be downtown tearing it up. One bad date is one bad date.... and I need to be more aggressive about meeting girls.
Oh... lol while I was at the Stag & Doe, this weird dude I met at a party asked me to come had tag team some chick. I've met this guy twice and avoided him the 2nd time I met him.... what a freak.
Sounds like a great time though n good work with the girl she sounds cool n you've totally got the right attitude now it sounds like closures happening dude, it just takes a while.
I wouldn't blame you about wanting to kick that douches knees off though I know a couple of peeps like that