oracle

So, here I sit alone on a Saturday night. I am so bored, I am bored with work, being alone and my life. I was so excited to leave BC and move to a city...but at least in my old place, I could justify being in, alone on living in a small city. Here, well, I am finding the common denominator is me.

I have ZERO motivation to work, to write...to do anything.

Also, about my last journal...there isn't anything I can do about it so I'm not going to think about it. What's the worst that can happen? I go to a Dr. find out it's something, I lose my chance at promotion and still be in the same spot or keep plugging along assuming things are fine, get promoted and then deal with it later.